its all about us now.

2007-03-19T05:33:00.000-07:00

Wanting you to be wanting me.

The first day of school started on a pretty High note.
(:
HAHAHA.
If I say that you met your eyecandies(yeah,lucky bit.ch) and erm, you had a good look at them and they look good,
I'd say you'd feel the same way too. (:

Anyway!
Sometimes I just loved sitting with Melody Seah Jia Wen during lessons.
She brings Honey Stars and I will bring Koko Krunch.
Perfect.
and she's so stupid sometimes!
but I love her all the same. <3
and she does actually annoys me on talks of 9.
she'd know who.
still, caught her in two compromising pictures.
Best.
HAHA.
one is with her hair clipped up cause her fringe is killing me and Nordin,not to mention her.
the other one is just her looking plain stupid.
(:
It's collaged though.
Go Figure which is which.
heard someone's bullying her on that someone's blog.
I saw it and you won't believe the amount of accuses that person made.
what can I say?
Some people just don't get it.
L.O.S.E.R.
(:

anyway.
during recess,I had the worst stomach _______(I don't know the word okay!) I could ever have.
It hurts so bad sometimes.
):
went down during lunch cause my Koko Krunch was stolen.
you know,I don't actually blow up or show my feelings of hatred(hmmm.Misunderstooded.) to anybody or at least not openly.
but I actually almost did during lunch.
If someone tells you that you should stop praying because you would never get what you want cause the more you pray the more you hope the more things will go wrong,
maybe you won't feel a thing and maybe actually believe her.
But that is not what I need now.
I have my best cousin in the hospital now and I can actually tell you straight in the face that I am Fucking Worried and the only thing I can actually do is Pray and Hope for the best.
so I sat there and almost blew up at Z and walked off after my food.
Thank God the Hockey Team actually had Hope.
Thanks Crystal! :D
I bet you were jabbing the ball again today!
(:

Which leads me to the Hockey Match.
okay.
they had the semis today and they won.
They did.
:D
1-0 in penalty flicks.
I am very proud of the hockey team.
they tried so hard.
and I grew up with them.
all the trips to Delta to meet them.
(:
but of course.
there is my Canoeing team.

Leads me again to training.
Coach said this and I am pretty upset.
"Tabitha you need to work harder now. I saw your partner with Deviana and I am very tempted to switch partners."
I've been with Tabitha(paddling I mean.) since forever!
but yeah,what Tabitha said got me even more upset.
"I don't care."
Hmmmmm.

I hate it when I am stuck in between with this huge amount of guilt weighing my mind down.
I bitch,yes.
but I listen most of the time.
and no, I don't take sides.
so I guess the person who tells me all these presume that I agreed.
and it really feels very awkward sometimes.
and I feel so bad.
D:<

oh.
saved Zakkiyya and in her boat is this cute little lizard!
oh man!
but everybody else freaked out.
poor little lizard ran further in and erm.
Zakk had to paddle with it inside.
but guess what.
Tabitha cried.
Ha.
ohkay.
so no one on my team actually likes lizards.
and they're all like standing ten metres away from me now.
Because I have lizards as pets.
uhhuh.
yeah.
I so get the team sometimes.
anyway.
the lizard drowned cause Coach happily dumped the whole boat into the water.
):
and I thought I found a replacement for David JR.
just so you know, David Jr. killed itself.
jumped off the ledge.
whoosh.
really jumped and don't imagine it being so agile as to find the wall again.
I would think that it was 10cm away from the ledge.
):
R.I.P. David Jr.

took cab home from training with Amanda and Bernice and Tabitha. dropped off with Amanda at Bukit Timah and took the bus home with her. (: I just can't help but love my team sometimes. <3

2007-03-17T05:41:00.000-07:00

Everybody wants to be loved,
Every once in a while.
We all need someone to hold on to,
Just like a helpless child.

remember how I said I would post pictures?
yeah.
now I shall. (:

SAS' COUNTY FAIR '07. :D

SAS' County Fair '07.
Best.
(:

HOCKEY MATCH AFTERMATH DATE WITH HANEY AND CRYSTAL. :D

I swear the hockey match was love.
It was 18 mins of pure excitement and anxiety.
when they scored the goal,you could never imagine the loudness of the screams!
Everyone started tearing!
I knew the hockey team had the power,will and ability to actually pull it off.
and they did!
Crystal played great!
her skills were just so gooooooood.
never seen her play that well before!
and Nordin looked pretty mad cause Miss Malini kept stepping onto the pitch which she is not supposed to!
and he was very nice!

Me: how come no one thanked me?
Santhiya!: Aiyoh Siti!
Nordin: Okay la okay la! THANK YOU VERY MUCH!

hahaha.
and I didnt even know he heard me!
(:
so everyone was in a super good mood.
Crystal,Hani and I decided that we need some quiet time.
cause everyone else is going out together and they're too noisy! (:
so we went to eat and took the bus home after! :D
<3

SEOUL GARDEN WITH ATIQ AND HANEY. :D

It was fun.
Honest.
been a long time since I actually sat down to eat good food and feel contented after.
I can tell you I sure was contented!
anyway.
had training in the morning,went back to school to pick up some stuff before meeting the two of them
oh man!
all the jokes and the teasings!
HAHAAH.
CUTE MATS BEHIND THE COUNTERS.
YUMMY. (:
went home after. (:

MISCELLANEOUS. :Dhahaha.
spot Hani's cute beyond cute cousin! :D
and Sijing!
and Shamus!
:D

2007-03-12T04:50:00.000-07:00

Everybody wants your time, I’m just dreaming out loud,
I can’t have you for mine and I know it
I just wanna watch you shine.

HMMMMM.
been pretty busy.
school holidays are like nonexistent.
I have lessons till wednesday and trainings on thursday and friday.
tuition.
WAHLAUEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. ):

anyway.
had malay from 8 to 1 today!
five hours of alotalotalot of laughter!
it's good actually.
help you organize your thoughts.
(:
but the guy is so funny,
I CANNOT ANGKAT!
or something like that.
I dont indulge in mat-language.

anyway.
went down to the canteen to meet that santhiya and erm, we fell asleep while doing work. -__-
yeah.
the next thing i know is Hani calling me and Lydiawati standing behind me.
and took cab down to Delta to pick Hani.
and something really weird happened on our way to the busstop.

Me: I can tell you that while we're walking now, 132 will pass us.
Hani:(turns head)
(132 zoomed past.)
Hani: OMG!

not really weird but wait la!

went to Shell,saw Crystal,Lavabubba,ChristieThe Flirt and Andi!
:D
at the busstop,

Me: I say 132 is coming now.
TheRest: (turns head to the road)
Christie: 132!
Hani: OMG SITI! ARE YOU PSYCHIC!

I think I am. (:
It would be cool.

anyway.
went to BP and ate with Hani!
and erm.
we walked around and I saw this girl-woman carrying the handbag of her girlfriend.
and they're kissing in my face!
okay nevermind.
point is!
Why do people need their partners to carry thier bags for them?
No offence to those who actually do but I am really wondering why.
the guys looked so gay(again,no offence) and the girls,look stupid with two handbags.
GET MY POINT!
again,nvm.

anyway.
visited my cousin yesterday and he looked really weak.
I couldn't talk to him cause I tend to need a person's face to look at while talking(unless on the phone of course) and yeah,
he's pretty much wrapped up.
plus,there's alot of people around.
):
I felt so bad!
and Irsyaad forgot to tell him I'm sorry when he vistied Azri today!
):
aiyah!
I'll try to go tomorrow.
hmm.
Irsyaad owes me Ice Cream. (:
I LOVE ICE CREAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM.
MMM MMMM GOOOOOOOD.

OH!
I got locked of the house today!
I forgot to bring my key!
so embarrassing,sitting outside on the verge of falling asleep!
):
I REALLLLYYYY WAS TIRED.
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.
luckily that sister of mine came back.
and Dad too.
(:

and!
I JUST CAUGHT A BABY LIZARD.
IT'S CALLED DAVID JR.
(I caught a bigger lizard before and we called it David so we figured that this is its son of something.)
I WONDER WHAT LIZARDS EAT.
I'll take pictures of it and show one day!
:D

I'M SO EXCITED FOR DAVID JR.!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

before I forget!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANNY ALAN DAVID JONES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2007-03-03T06:52:00.000-08:00

I forgot to say something.

I saw neighbour today.

and Mark Richmond.
and Muttons.
and Nazatul.
and Santhiya.
and Lisa.
and 987 people.
and the Interview on radio with the Muttons.
and Shopping with the sis. (:

= Very Satisfied Me.
:D

2007-03-03T06:25:00.000-08:00

you know,
I'm pretty much impressed of people who could take things so splendidly in their stride.
it's really great wonder seeing how people accept stuff as it is and try their best to accomodate to it.
and they succceeded.
In one way or another.

I really am proud of them.

2007-03-02T05:52:00.000-08:00

Along she came,with her picture;
Put it in a frame,so I won't miss her.

oh man.
today was relatively okay cause I skipped REAP.
not on purpose but I have tuition,you see.
:D
anyway.
tuition was good and erm.
on the way home!
Hani and Hanisah and I went to eat uncle's ice cream!
you know,those you find along orchard road!
hahaha.
yumm!
and we ate while it was raining heavily.
BEST.
anyway.

Mat called during recess and lunch!
ahhhh.
so long never talk to him!
hahahah.
he went to get back his A'Level results!
oh man!
he did very wellll!
I'M SO PROUD OF MY BUDDY!
:DDDDDDDDDDDD
ehy buddy!
oh man.
my buddy!
he's the bestest.
his report card was like,
A
A
A

WOW MAN.
:D
hahaha.

but he did not study.
):
(He was in Orchard the whole night the day before his Bio paper.)
smart asses like him should erm,
be friends with me.
maybe I can get smarter.
AIYAH.
What can I say?
My buddy's the man!

Me: MATTTT. I'm so happy! what are you planning on doing!
Mat: I dunno. Dentistry?
Me: why you want to play with people's teeth for!
Mat: I need to show my nice straight teeth somewhere right!

HAHAHHAHA.
he said it with so much sarcasm I want to punch his face.
terrible.

anway.
relatives are over now so I shall watch some TV.
then watching Busted and McFLY sounds good.
(:

I DUNNO WHY SOME PEOPLE CAN LIVE WITH SO MUCH HATRED GOING ON AROUND HER. IT IS SO OBVIOUS PEOPLE DON'T LIKE IT BUT SHE JUST IGNORES THEM AND ACT LIKE STUFF ARE PERFECTLY NORMAL. I WANT TO SLAP HER. AND SUE HER. AND HUMILIATE HER AND PUNCH HER FACE. GO AND DIE YOU BITCHY BITCH. WHAT CAN I SAY? SOME PEOPLE JUST DON'T GET IT.

*on a lighter note*
I LOVE CHAZWICK.
CHAZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.
YUMYUMYUMYUMYUMYUMYUMYUM.
:D
buttt.
R.I.P. Busted.
I'm terribly sad.
it's been 2 years, one month and 15 days since they split.
D:< style="font-weight: bold;">First Love.

2007-02-26T04:34:00.000-08:00

HAHAH.
pardon me,
I'm very high today.

many would know why so I shall not enlighten those ignorant ones.
OH MAN.
the papers today were considered okay, based on the fact that I didn't managed to absorb much the previous night.
but who cares!
I was smiling and grinning the whole of today. :D
anyway.
had lunch at PS with Jessleen and Mary and RahRahRakinah and PeiChun.
It was stupid la.
they kept mocking the stuff shown on the teevee.
LOSERS.
and there's this guy who kept buying ice cream!
like, every five minutes!
AND I AM NOT JOKING......
really!
hahahaha.
walked to Heeren with Mary and Jessleen cause they wanted to go HMV.
walked around and I saw B,to the U to the S,T,E,D.
:DDD
yumyum.
then I saw Rain's album,
making me sing the Rain-I'm Coming song over and over.
wanted to go off but it started raining! >:(
and I stood there with them by the escalator,wishing.

ME: Ahhhh. I wish for a place to sit so I can study Chem.
Jess: You find ah!
Guy: erm,excuse me. I'm from Toni&Guy and I would like one of you to assist me in my haircuts.
ME: huh!
Guy: oh,it's raining and my model couldn't come so I desperately need someone I can work on now cause my instructor's here.
Jess: okayyy. Siti, you go!
ME: No need la.
Mary: I go la!

So,there it began.
Mary got a haircut(which took forever!) and I got my wish.
so, the guy served us drinks and all and I sat at the corner with Jessleen to study chem and we managed to absorb quite a number of stuff! (:
YAYY.
Mary's haircut took so long,me and Jessleen started talking BS.
like throwing stuff at people and all!
then,we slowly walked out and erm....
started making weird movements,mimicking Rain's video.
HAHAHAH.
and Mary and the guy saw it!
omg.
so embarassing!
:O
yeah.
gossipped about the people around us and all!
and we saw obscene scenes!
this guy was practically burying his face into his girlfriend's boobs!
on the escalator!
D,to the I, to the S to the G,U,ST,I,N,G!(x1000000000000)
hahahaha.
we wanted to sneak in back into T&G but Mary saw!
Her haircut ended and it looked really gooddddd!
:DDDDD
and the guy offered us more FREE(I admit,I'm part Kiasu.Singaporean whattttttt) haircuts.
but it won't last long.
maybe I'll visit him like nextnext week or something.
(:
then we walked to Taka and Jessleen got something and erm,I took my bus home. (:
ate dinner and studied two pages of Chem and after this,I'm going to try and study 20 more pages.
GO SITI! (oh man,Mr. Ravi!)
hahaha.
he loves saying that to me! ):<
OKAYYYY.
Last two papers tomorrow and I'd be free.....................till the evening cause I have tuition. ):
Life is sad.

2007-02-25T03:29:00.000-08:00

been like more than a week since i updated.
It's either I'm very busy or just plain lazy to do it.
I have a feeling that it's both,however. ):<
and I updated mainly cause of ITAW's comment.
<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<(the tagboard)

Nothing much happened actually.
Training is getting more boring,
hockey won the past two matches,
softball started their nationals,
common tests sucked and going to suck even more,
remedials piled up,
I'm bad-mooding almost every minute,
I'm missing YoungMinds,
I'm missing Mat&Nash&Dino&JW&CD&everyoneelse,
Mickey's pretty busy with his pimp-ee and school and clubbing,
in fact,everyone's busy,
I'm hoping veryvery much that Fariz got me the autograph,
I'm hoping very much too that I get the stuffs I want by end of next week,
and I want to bump into more people this coming week,
(which is almost impossible cause of time constraints to stop by anywhere between school and home.)
LIFE is looking pretty terrible,
but i won't count on it that it would change anytime soon.

And I am still pretty upset that Nationals is in July.
I have my O'Levels to think of,
and I can't spare much time on other stuff once Intensive Trainings begin once again,
and I would like to step down ASAP because again,
I have O'Levels.

I still managed to take a break quite a number of times and I'm pretty satisfied.
There was the ride through the cemetery at eleven at night and the County Fair and the lunches I had out of school and home.

The ride through the cemetery was pretty much a failure except this particular moment where no one stopped screaming cause of something really wierd.
I can't be bothered to explain cause people I explained to didn't get the message.
I guess you need to experience it yourself.
It was pretty cool though.
like it was totally unplanned and we just packed some finger food and got into the car.
not much conversation was made and everyone was trying to calm themselves down by blasting the radio and singing along really loudly.(OKAY LA,ME ONLY.)
then it just got quieter until no one talked.
and the driver,namely Nat,was very reckless that I got shocks all the time.
and she JUST got her licence.
went home with this very troubled feeling but I managed to watch Cold Case after that.
but I couldn't actually sleep soundly. ):

County Fair at SAS was pretty great too.
had good food like Nachos and Grilled Cheese and Twizzlers and Caramel-dipped Apples.
The American Club's food looked good too.
and the Viking Hotdogs were humongous.
but the line's really long.
too bad I didnt buy much coupons.
went to the Book Sale and got a couple.
okay, I didn't but the sister did.
compared to the others there who got THOUSANDS of books,
we looked pretty pathetic.
the books were going at really cheap prices and conditions were good.
they almost looked brand new.
and there were CDs and magazines too.
I think the highest price in the Sale was $5?
yeah.
Magazines were 50cents.
Comics too.
CDs were at $1.
then there was the game which I do not know how to describe.
it was cool.
quite barbaric though.
I saw a guy got hit right in his face. ):
there was also the rock climbing wall which reached all the way to the ceiling which is pretty high so the whole thing looked really huge.
watched live bands perform and the trombonist was really funny.
:D
then watched the dancers perform,the contemporary,the hip-hop and the Chingay dancers!
yeah.
Isabelle's sister is one of the Chingay dancers but there were so many of them.
then walked around and went off to have lunch/dinner at Causeway Point.
It was really fun!
oh man!
we talked about ghost stories right in the middle of Banquet and got a couple of stares casue some people(stares at Nazihah) just couldn't stop screaming.
and I had Fishball noodles.
Laughed alotalotalotalotalotalot.
my stomach still hurts.
went off and we went home!
I went home first while Huda and Nazihah went to plaza.
Initially,I was to change and meet them and we would go to my aunt's house together.
but daddy said he would send after he got back from some wedding so Huda and Nazihah came up.
got ready and took alot of pictures(mostly stupid) and waited for daddy to come back.
He came and drove us to my aunt's place.
watched Chingay and part of Pesta Perdana.
):
I was very sad that I couldn't catch Taufik till the last part where he, naturally, won the Most Popular Personality.
Yum.
He looked really good!
(:
FARIZFARIZFARIZ must learn not to let me down.
okay.
went home in my uncle's lorry!
hahahah.
It was pretty fun.
reached home and slept. (:

I rotted the whole day of today.
managed to read some history but I wouldnt count on it that I will pass my paper tomorrow based on that little knowledge I absorbed.
and CrystalLee's angry.
bet she's jealous.
I should stop now and study.
BUT I want to go out.
HOW?
D:

AIYAH.

P.S. Pictures up soon.

2007-02-13T04:25:00.000-08:00

We're like a long distance conversation
With a two second delay.

alot of stuff have been going on the past few days and stuff's really cool.
(:
friday!
had cheer practice with FRY people, REAP!(%!!%!~%!^&*$*#@$) and the sec 4 results.
the sec4s did very well and I must say that I'm proud. (:
anyway.
went for REAP and then cabbed down to CCAB with Mei and Morgan!
hahah.
stupid.
went there and the hockey match ended.
):< (stupid REAP's fault.)
they won though.
7-0. (:
but errrr. they're not happy cause they had alotalotalot of turnovers. ):
it's okay la people! (:
went home with Mei and Haney! went to eat and took stupid pictures! (:
LIKE THIS>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

went to the library to look for my picture but!
aiyah!
NO LUCK. ):
saw hudy's friend and went home with Haney!
we sang alot of songs! (:
reached home and went to plaza with daddy to buy shoes!
oh man.
i want my Vans slip-ons!
they're so pretty!
but yeah.
got my Vans shoes and err.. bought alot of tidbits! (:
went home and slept. ):

SATURDAY! (:
had debate in the morning and it was really fun cause we sec4s made it fun! (:
anyway.
had flag day after.
met up with the hockers before and yeah.
we were all so tired.
they went to eat and ermm.
we sat around.
we wanted to collect money but all of us had no will.
):
so we walked around and erm.
managed to collect some money la.
but I think Huda and Chervin contributed the most!
(:
thanks anyway.
we then returned the tins and I walked to Bugis alone.
(THE REST ABANDONED ME FOR OTHERS' COMFORTABLE CARS. >:( )
but it's okay!
cause I saw......................................!
DANIAL CHUA!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
omg.
so long never see him!
he grew!
alotalot!
he was shorter than me and now he is much taller!
(:
and he remembered me!
so he smiled!
(:
BEST.
I remember Danial Chua to be my first friend in my primary school!
so significance is there.
HAHAH.
(:
met Huda after that and we ate fishball noodles!
my favourite!
then we went home. (:
with Chervin.
he's very funny. (:

SUNDAY!
woke up really early to go to RDA and count the donations!
(:
its really fun and the food is good and company's good!
and yeah.
THE HORSES TOO!
:DDDDD
Mistofelees!
I want to bring him home!
I bet Huda wants Shamus.
(:
ended pretty late and walked to Polo Club!
got to know a new horse!
he/she is called Rocco or something like that.
(:
yeah.
checked out the store for a while and went home!
(:
errr.
slept and studied SS.
(:

MONDAY I DID NOTHING.
):
oh.
painted props and practised cheer!
(:

TODAYTODAYTODAY!
oh man!
I was so excited!
FRYFRYFRYFRYFRY!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

went to bedok really early,got a scolding(we deserved it) and practised!
yeah.
cheeredcheered and ran!
and erm.
CHEER COMPETITION!
painted our faces!
we got second!
oh man!
GOOD JOB!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
and we got SECOND for banner too!
BUT IT'S OKAY!
CAUSE WE WON OVERALL CHAMPION HOUSE!!!!!!!!!!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
it came as a shock cause our runners didnt do that well too but!
i guess it's the team spirit!
we really encouraged,cheered and did everything for our house!
oh man!
I was so happy I cried!
):<
and I couldnt stop looking at the cup.
it looks really gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood.
(:
washed our faces,with much difficulty,trust me.
then went to eat at Seoul Garden with Melly and SiJing!
it was really fun!
stupid jokes!
but omg!
I really wanted to punch someone you know!
such a bitch la!
so anggryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
*^@!@%!@^@&#&@&*^*&@^@!!!!!!!!!!!!
D:<
mock me to the max la!
bitch man!
he is so disgusting!
obsessed with himself and his girlfriend.
SUXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX.
okay!
walked around,saw chinny! and went home.
saw AMYRULZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ at the interchange!
hahahah.
ass la.
it was so obvious it's him!
loser.
AHHAHAHAH.
I have a bet with him now!
I'm not going to let him have my fifty cents!
):

:D
FRYFRYFRYFRY!
:D

2007-02-01T04:08:00.000-08:00

I found myself today, I found myself and ran away.

today was a really long and tiring and sleepy and boring day.
D:
and PE was a really long run.
which me and melody lagged badly.
HAHAH.
we didnt even bother running.
then it was hockey but it was pretty boring cos you're just doing basic stuff.
and then it was chem which was pretty tedious because we had to do titration. ):
and then!
went to library,read Archie and after two periods!
I realised my wallet was not with me.
:O
so I ran down to chem lab and thankfully, it was there.
(:
had malay which was essay-writing. ):
boring shit.
anyway.
had lousy lessons and off to training.

TABITHA KOH IS THE BEST PARTNER YOU CAN HAVE.
you can bitch with her about everything and anything.
and we always agree on stuff.
(actually no la but........... you get the picture!)
and hahaha.
today was good bitching.
damn funny.
and I told her about yesterday's match.
OMG!
(OKAY,THAT LATER.)
anyway.
and we had alot of theories.
cool man.
completed our rounds and went off.
was messaging Malay!
omg.
he said I was immortal.
crazy, I swear.
got a lift from Amanda's mum then Peizheng's dad.
(:
and now I am trying to complete my malay essay! ):
oh wait.

SOCCER MATCH.
SINGAPORE VS THAILAND.
hahaha.
yesterday!
Sherwin's friend managed to get tickets for us and Amirah and Aishah and my sis!
and mummy said my uncle had two tickets for Huda and i!
so huda brought Chervin and Natasha!
cabbed down to national stadium after REAP($!%@^&^&*#%!) with Sherwin and Amirah and Aishah and the cab fare was $30!
oh man.
DID I MENTION THAT I HAD BEEN CABBING EVERYWHERE THE PAST FEW DAYSSSS!
anyway.
reached there and saw Jannah and Adel! (:
and then I saw Huiqin!
and my uncle came and we went in!
I swear.
the atmosphere is really good!
:D
and I saw Andre!
oh man!
he's so funny.
he was sitting about five rows diagonally front and kept waving and shouting the swear-word with everyone else.
HAHAHA.
singaporeans are damn vulgar can!
I mean like, if you want to scold the people down there,use a non-crude word la.
use such a word.
(BY NOW YOU WOULD HAVE KNOWN THAT SINGAPOREANS ARE REALLY UNITED IN SCOLDING THIS SWEAR WORD:B*** EVERYTIME SOMETHING GOES WRONG.IF NOT GO SHOOT YOURSELF.)
we were really united you know!
and only to scold the _________( I do not know who they were scolding actually.)
AND NO.
I did not join in.
but at least,there's unity!
and the loudness of the screams and cheers and all when we scored was BEST.
(:
the people in front of me were trying very hard to tolerate my and Aishah's cheers and screams.
(:
and they're really animated.
in fact, most of us were!
hands flinging around,pointing, middle fingers and more!
and I loved the NATIONAL ANTHEM!
:D
haha.
on the walk to kallang mrt with the other supporters led to more horns and honking(which will start the B*** chant) and alot of OLE,OLE,OLE.
BEST.
but so many of them were blowing smoke into my face.
suck manzzzzzzzzzzz.
I couldnt breathe.
and all the carbon monoxide from the motorbikes.
and I saw Shah!
he've grown!
alot!
(:
and I saw Alex, Jonah(!), Janelle, Rauzan and alot more!
it's like the whole of Singapore being there!
(:
oh man!
ISA HALIM DID NOT PLAYYYY.
D:
I am disappointed. ):

2007-01-28T03:53:00.000-08:00

I thought that I was doing well, but I just wanna cry now;

this week was hectic.
but better than the previous ones.
oh man.
HAHAHAHHA.
DID I MENTION THAT I PASSED MY BIO TEST!!!!!?!!!
OH YESSS I DID.
HAHAHAHA.
I was quite disappointed with the marks but I still passed!
yeahyeahyeahyeah.
and my teacher wrote "HAVE IMPROVED.KEEP IT UP!" on my paper.
hahah.
obviously I improved la.
I failed almost all my bio tests last year.
and bio's end of year last year was a F9.
so I am happy.
and now I want to pass ALL my bio tests.
(:

anyway.
tuition on tuesday and friday.
it was okay la.
did physics and chem and I could do my chem practical the next day. (:

had training on saturday and I think coach was mad at me because he thinks that I was faking to be sick.
):
I was coughing like shit la in the morning and when Tabitha came,she forced me to paddle so I decided to paddle since I was regaining my voice.
and Coach thought otherwise.
):
I hate it can.
have some faith can.
at least I am not like some others.

rushed down to yishun after that with Wanmei and waited for Akhim!
Wanmei went off and Akhim came and we made our way down to Orchid Country Club! (:
it was weird at first cos we were the only sec4s there but abang satria was mad and we didnt want to get on his nerves,we just like sat with the other volunteers and the sec3s.
Adilah,Hazi,Rasyidah came later on and I briefed them on what to do and all.
after which,Matitch called complaining about going home alone from an unknown place.
loser,that guy.
Iffah came with Syeek later on and I briefed them too.
we all then went in and Akhim and I stood outside the doors,not letting the graduates go in yet since they were still getting ready inside.
it felt so bouncer-ish.
hahah.
then Zul,Amirul,Irshah and Muhammad came.
briefed them and then we were given the go-ahead to let the graduates in.
opened the doors and all for them and yeah.
sat at a table and played snap!
omg.
damn funny la.
the rest complained that I kept hitting their hands really hard.
):
and I just go "AHHHH" instead of "SNAP!"
everytime.
Isa came and yeah.
Abang Akmal came to play snap too and ahahahha.
he lost.
we all then gave up cos we wanted to eat! (:
food was good and Mat and Irshah were the first to get food la!
damn kiasu can.
and they kept on taking food.
Syeek then went off with Iffah and Akhim followed me to send them down.
saw Fariz!
and yeah.
went back to the ballroom to find that all the other girls were gone and I am the only girl left. ):
they were having a talk on globalisation and all.
Isa came and talked to me and hahahaha.
we made fun of Amirul alot of times!
I'm sorry Amirul! didnt mean any of it.
AND.
Isa is sick,that horny bitch.
OMG.
we talked about alot of stuff.
damn funny, I swear.
but there was this part where he made it sound like he's the only one who is facing that problem and I almost wanted to cry.
but of course I didnt!
(:
I am strong!

yeah.
Mat kept singing the "Dolce&Gabbana,Fendi and Madonna" part of the MyHumps song.
hahaha.
irritating.
took the shuttle bus back with the rest namely,Zul,Amirul,Mat,Irshah,Isa and Akhim!
omg.
and we sang Sexyback,Smack That, I wanna love you in the bus!
it was damn sick la.
Mat's voice was horrendous.
:O
Akhim then went off and the rest of us took the train.
Mat,Irshah,Zul,Amirul just squeezed into the train and Isa and I couldnt get in.
):
so we took the next train.
the boys are going to Mat's cousin's house so Isa got off at khatib and I took the train to dhoby ghaut and took a bus home from there.
met Jonah Tan Wei Hong on the bus!
he's damn stupid la.
he sat behind me and messaged me all the way till his stop.
and I didnt know he was there until he was getting off which he shouted bye.
so embarassing can! ):
it was really loud.

reached home, ate, and then that Huda messaged me to go down and meet her at plaza.
her friend,Chervin, was there too!
he's so white.
not chinese fair-white, the japanese fair-white.
he looked jap.
really.
went home really quickly cos I wanted to catch the Singapore-Malayisa match.
it was quite boring la but I love the penalty shootout.
in fact, I love ALL penalty shootouts.
L.Lewis is best.
oh man.
I was quite angry that he didnt live up to his name as Singapore's best goalkeeper during the game but yeah.
he showed them malaysians during the penalty shootout.
(:

yeah.
went to sleep after that.
:D

TODAY!!!!!
woke up and like watched World Trade Centre.
it's a nice movie but it didn't touch my heart as much as Ladder 49.
it was the humanity of the Americans which mostly touched me so if you cried watching World Trade Centre, be prepared to cry even more if you were ever to watch Ladder 49.
yeah.
went back to sleep after that and now i shall finish what's left of my homework and watch Dance Floor. (:

UHHHUH.

MALAYYYYY!(it's been a long time since I called you this.) this is for you: I've been down so low, people look at me and they know, They can tell something is wrong, like I don't belong.
RELAX OKAY!?! :D

HELLO RAKINAH AND JESSLEEN WAY.
and SHERMIN-JIRO of course.
:D

2007-01-25T05:34:00.000-08:00

OMG.
hahahah.
today was fit.
HAHHAHA.
it was okay la.
i thought chem prac was good and bio was cool laughing with weixuan about stupid videos.
best.

oh.
and dougie is really cool.
but mrs P. is angry. ):
I JUST WANT TO SAY DLP IS FIT BUT I LIKE HARRY MARK CHRISTOPHER JUDD.
he's so posh and charming.
and he went to the same school as charlieeeeeeeeeee, MY man.
oh charlie is so fineeeeeeeeeee.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

anyway.
dlp is hilarious.
his inability to spell makes him much cuter.
i know this is really old but yeah.
CHECK OUT THE SPELLING.
(nothing has been changed.)

Hey there, its Dougie.. you know the anoying little bass player that dosent ever realy say much and when he dose usually ends up offending someone?

I havent realy got that much to report apart from the new songs are going to blow your head off!!! So dont buy it i dont want anyone dying....... joke.

As many of you know by now it is true me and danny do not posess any type of male genetalia there are pictures to proove it. I also didnt pay attention in school so my spelling of big words like genetalia is very bad!

Tom has been doing alot of yoga latley and can already do the crab, lotus and the computer hard drive possision.

Oh yes im trying to start a campiegn to get Harry to bleach his hair so if any one wants join in then....er....do so.

I found out last night that my biggest Lizard Ridick is actualy a chick because he layed a very smelly unfertilised egg in his swimming pool.

Ive just realised that im talking donky doo doo, i apologize.

So sit back relax and embrace yourself for the best McFly record to date!

Bye Bye, Doug

MAN IM SMART!!!!!!!!!!

FUNNY.
and he's really nice.
(:

but i have my own mansion which will be beside your mansion,right weixuan!
hahahaha.
and me and weixuan are flying off tomorrow.
quote weixuan: YEAH RIGHT.

hahahahahah.
tooday is cool.

2007-01-24T01:47:00.000-08:00

I AM IN CLASS NOWWWWW.
stupid rakinah just wants to do something whichi believe she isn't doing.
wait.
she's d*******ing something!(omg. HAHAHHA. inside joke.)
anyway.
she better hurry cos i am tired and hungry.
D:<

had reap.
the most boring thing ever. ):
but i guess malay's okay.

OKAY.
NOW SHE WANTS TO GO.
D:
later she complain u take very long to pack my bag.
):

YEAH.
i am hungry.
very actually.

2007-01-22T06:31:00.000-08:00

I AM FUCKING NOT IMPRESSED.
DDDDDDDDDDDDDD::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
TERRIBLETERRIBLETERRIBLE.
i hate life.
):

2007-01-17T06:23:00.000-08:00

ng weixuan is back in schooooooooooool.
:D
after missing it for a day.
:P
school without her is terrible.
no one wants to listen to me. ):
and no one entertains me!
and no one likes McFLY.
and no one is sitting beside me!
aiyah!
point is; weixuan is needed.

and she helped me like really a lot today!
the drawings and all.
BEST.

anyway.
lessons were okay la.
for the first time, I actually managed to listen in physics.
like,really pay attention.
(:
ended early but I have that stupid reap.
die man.
I have so many things to cramp into five days.
two days of reap, four days of trainings, one time trial,tuition and the worst of all!
HOMEWORK.
omg.
I look at the word and I already feel so dreadful.
imagine doing it.
(not that I completely dont do homework okay!)
and there's a MUST in front of 'do homework'.
quite saddening.
just the whole idea of being in sec 4 is saddening already.
and I feel a very strong urge to do well.
but it's not workinggggg.
&%&*#&@^@@!%%!!!!!!!!!!!
wahlauuuuuuu.
D:<

and I had tuition yesterday and it was good.
really.
benjamin's funny.
he kept thinking that he talked a lot.
and woah.
he knows he biology mannnnn.
and I feel damn stupid.
):

benjamin: so what is ................?
me: errr. I dont know!
benjamin: just try.
me: (gave some stupid answer.)
benjamin: nooooooooooooooooo. try again.
me: (another stupid answer.)
benjamin: nooooooooo, not really. anyhow la!
me: I really dont know!
benjamin: it's .............................. . get it?
me: ohhhhhhhhhhh. okay.yeah.

AND THIS HAPPENED THROUGHOUT THE LESSON.
omg.
I feel really stupid.
and like there's so many simple questions!
sure die.
D:

AND I PASSED MY FIRST E MATH TEST.
BEST.
I passed like three emath tests last year?!
crazy.
I just want my Biology test results.
):

okay bye world!
I shall like watch some McFLY and then sleep.
(:

i need rest.
i can feel myself getting sick.
):
slight fever!
TSK.

2007-01-15T06:49:00.000-08:00

it's quite late but i am so confused in what to do first i decided to blog. (:
today was okay.
ran like FOUR different times the whole day and like what, each time i run,the distance is at least one k?
the second time was definitely way more than 2 k.
training was in school due to the floods at thomson.(no macritchie,how to paddle?!)
did skipping!
:D
it's really fun cause i got high then and started singing songs and playing around.
and mr samat didnt care. (:
yeahyeah.
sang alot of songs with chiazheli!
(:
it was cool la.
and after training!
oh man.
highlight of the day!
HAHAHAHAH.
omg.
i was so shocked yet happy and excited.
but it happened like three seconds and it's over.
):
oh!
got my PLANNERRRR at Borders.
hahahahha.
it's not pretty pretty but it's really functional and nice cause it's a student's planner.
:D
they have your schedules and all worked out! (:
my sis was lousy.
she just couldnt get what i was saying till the very last minute.
and the guy at the counter's very nice. (:
he put me under Border's mailing list!
and then i walked to Far East where a long 700 came!
so i got a seat. (:
HOWEVER, these two mats were sitting behind me and talking about what they should do for their girlfriends' birthday.
quite sweet though.
but ten minutes later,they talked about going to Batam than to waste time at the pubs in singapore cause there's not many pretty girls.
i was sniggering to myself when i heard this and i could imagine how stupid i must have looked.
D:
losers,those two.
reached home and returned vcd!
yeah.

i just dont understand why some parents just dont get it.
like seriously.
my dad especially.
i was so upset can!
more of disappointed.
so i threw another tantrum.
D:
wahlau.
i suck la.
D:
TSKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.
forget it.
i shall now embrace my planner.
(:

2007-01-13T05:58:00.000-08:00

it's only like the end of the second week of school and i am what many would say, STRESSED.
i feel stressed! ):<
maybe i'm not la but if you feel at least some kind of pressure from anything, you are, right?
like homework's an every subject thing, tests are like an everyday thing and fatigue is like an every second thing.
D:
umm,yeah.
study's the word.

anyway.
changed seats.
BECAUSE TEACHERS' COMPLAINEDDDD. ):
i think they're exaggerating.
compared to last year, my class makes absolutely NO NOISE.
i mean not like we're mute or anything, just quiet.
we were so noisy last year TEACHERS COMPLAINED RIGHT INTO OUR FACES.
anyway.
I AM SITTING WITH NG WEIXUAN AGAINNN.
for like the third term in a row!
(:
people's going to start complaining about our choir again!
and all our talks on McFly,Dougie,Busted,Elvinng and everything else.
weixuan is BEST.
but we're sitting beside the window!
i hate the windows.
people will look in.
):<

had cca day on friday and like did nothing but walked around and slept.
got my house-committee shirt and i was quite disappointed cos the colour is nothing of purple.
more like red.
in fact, it looked like pankhurst's shirt.
):
aiyah.
left at like 445 and went to eat at Tmall.
yongtaufoooooo.
saw that sister of mine and gave her a shock!
she was shocked mannnnn.
like really shocked.
HAHAHAHAH.
LOSER.
took bus back home and that was like 6?
and I F-ING REACHED HOME AT 730.
like wth.
stupid landslide.
it caused such a terrible traffic jam at bukit timah.
and i stood that one and a half hours.
wahlauuu.
pissed man.

i think i am easily irritatable nowadays.
i've blown up like everyday to my sisters and all.
dont try to annoy me.

it was alex's birthday on friday!
HAHAHA.
called him to wish him happy birthday during lunch.
you'd better like the cake!
:D
too bad i cant eat it and all.
enjoy it man.
we spent alot for your food okay!

and yong is considering to buy me show's album!
YEAH MAN.
but ten years later, i still wont get it cos he's still considering.
):

OKAY.
i still need a planner.
HAHAH.
shall go to sleep now.
i need the rest.

I LOVE McFly and Dougie Lee Poynter. :D
like everybody else.
):

and elvin ng was in an accident recently can!
so poor thing.
):

2007-01-12T00:00:00.000-08:00

Everything's supposed to have a happy ending
But the record keeps skipping and the needle keeps bending
Like the road Im driving to the bridge that has no end
I wanna take back everything that Ive broken
But the bridges behind me are burning and smoking
I guess this is the end.

today was of mocking stupid songs and rain.
and Rain(tabitha!).
and muddy fields while playing soccer.
and yes, elvinng talks with jamie.
SUCK.
D:<

2007-01-08T06:02:00.000-08:00

so 2007 began and like school started last week.
this year is beyond boring i swear.
been like copying and doing and more copying of homework the past week.
and like everyday is of remedials and stupid REAP and lessons and not to mention INTENSIVE TRAINING(for the first four months.) and tuition and studystudystudy x 100000000000000.
very depressing i know.
and hahaha.
tests have already started.
and all the teachers kept mentioning the Big O and i am getting very sick of it.
D:
oh.
and i need an organiser badly so i can fatten it up and make it the ultimate handy-dandy notebook.
a really nice one.
but no luck so far!
>:(

and today was such a bad day.
i was totally depressed in the morning because I lost my english compo.
this will lead to a late submission and thus,landing my compo in the shredder.
and i still have lots of homework to do. ):
gave up on homework halfway in the day and jamie drew over my hand saying that i am mean(I AM NOT, OKAY.) before heading for TT: Terrible Training.
had lunch before feeling like puking.
and like in the bus, stupid makeout-ers kept makeout-ing and i really pity the guy who had to sit beside them because there's no more space in the bus.
standing up will create an aerial view of what's happening and i don't think that he wanted that either.
studied bio in the bus though!
i am like 49.9% confident of tomorrow's test.
and something terrible happened!
i forgot to bring back my bio notes. >:(
I HAVE TO PASS THIS SHIT TEST.
I HAVE TO.
PLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASE LET ME PASS.
i listened like mad in class okay!
cannot miss out a single thing.
i wont want to think of what would happen to me if i fail.
i'd give up on studies completely.
D:

anyway, TT was bad.
the wind was blowing so damn hard i couldnt even open my eyes.
that was not helped by the scorching sun and the blinding sunlight.
my pupils could not constrict any further. >:(
and we had to rescue zakkiyya twice.
the terrain was really bad.
it's very rare that I've paddled in such conditions.
and the wind made paddling so difficult I couldn't even tell if the boat was moving or not but it felt like forever till we reach the end point.
three sets.
almost died.
after paddling, had a run and managed to keep up so i gtuess that's good.
and mr samat was asking me to target for 40kg of weight and i was thinking to myself that then i would be severely underweight.
i would have to join melody.
and he had this whole plan planned out for me which mostly consists of me leading(like wtf,i'm not even captain.) warmups,runs, cooldowns and all that jazz.
:-O

took forever to reach home cos of the stupid peak hour.
all the buses were packed and when we finally took an unknown bus which took us to places i never knew existed, mei's friend just had to tell us that a bus was empty after we left.
WAHLAUUUUU.
yeah.
and i was eating dinner with no entusiasm(one which i possess for most food), my plate like flipped and my food dropped to the floor.
omg.
damn pissed.
and my parents were not helping.
after plate dropped,
me: shit.
dad: aiyah!
mum: oi! not happy ah! (i couldnt believe she said this okay. )
me: stressed la! people tired okay.
mum: stressed also not until like this what.(hello? you want to try or not!)
dad: whatever la.hurry pick up the food later the ants will eat.(HAHAHAH. I LOVE MY DAD LA.)

anyway.
on a lighter note, The Peak debuted today and yeahyeahyeah!
omg.elvinngggggg.
so cute can.
he had this new haircut thing and he's got sideburnssssssssssss.
yummeh.
but the show's plot equals to Cai Zhihang(Elvin Ng) marrying Xiaoyang(Jeanette Aw).
and like any other fan, i now feel __________.(trust me.there will be a point in your life where you will feel something like this.)

weixuan!
i love your brother like madddddddd.
AHAHAHHAHA.
many wont get it hor, weixuannnn.
i shall end this entry here with the hopes that i would actually finish some homework and study more for bio's test.
and also with elvin ng.
;D

2006-12-21T01:38:00.000-08:00

so i got back from mount ophir.
ALIVE,thank god.
alot of stuff happened and i really am lazy to type it all out.
i should just say that IT WAS DAMN TIRING,DAMN COLD,DAMN IRRITATING AND DAMN FUN.
really.
omg.
the facis are the best.
omg.
they're damn hilarious.
:D
i shall wait for pictures.
then i can introduce the facis ONE BY ONE.
i tell you,
by the end of the expedition,
we had nicknames for every single faci there was.
:D
COMPANY'S DA BOMB.
okay.
i'm starting to miss ittttttttttttttt.
oh.
i have thousands of mosquito bites, seven bruises, four cuts,two scars and an infected eyeeee.
D:
i laughed forever,fell millions,tripped thousands,injured hundreds,slipped tens, cursed ones and cried once.
UHHUH.
EVENTFUL,i must say of mount ophir.
:D
okay.
ARCADE!
okay.
i've now got an arcade clique.
we're the ASGMO.
go figure.
anyway.
arcade was fun with them.
the goodies and mockeries.
and food finishes it off.
:D
yummehhh.
okay.
saw the SEC3CAMP pictures.
and this cracked me up.
badly.
IRSHAH LOOKS LIKE HE'S KISSING ZULLLLLLL.
AND I LOOK DISGUSTING SOOOO.....(i cant draw! D:)
AND NABIL IS IN A WORLD OF HIS OWN.
:D
I MISS CAMP AND OPHIR.
D:

2006-12-10T20:05:00.000-08:00

THURSDAY!
training was tolerable.
in fact,it was gooooooooood.
:D
we did not do 8km straight or anything.
did abs,run and then water was excellent.
:D
i improved in my run again! (:
and water training was just hard beyond hard paddling around the beginner's area,
slow to 750m,hard paddling to endpoint,recovery to 750m,hard paddling to endpoint,
recovery to 500m,hard paddling to endpoint.
and then it happened.
RAIN.
IT RAINED.
so everyone was made to come up,bring boats back and off we go.
:D
i like yesterday.
except tabitha's frequent scoldings on the water telling me to paddle faster.
):
she shouted alot yesterday!
and then i went to have BAN MIAN! with wanmei and tabitha!
mmmmmmmgoood.
i love banmian!
yeah.
me and mei spent 90% on food yesterday!
compared to 100% the other day!
good improvement.
yesyes.
okay.
reached home and hunted for phones again!
aiyah.
i really like nokia7390 but most of the shops i asked only have the phone in powder pink!
i want the phone in bronze black!
and its functions are da bomb!
but it's beyond expensive.
with a broke woman like me,
i have to wait forever for it.
UNLESS.
my dad is willing to pay for it.
which i highly doubt is the case.
omgah.
i need a new phone.
now.
living with a spoilt phone and a phone which satisfies my gaming cravings but not my functions' cravings SUCKS.
made this 'I-MUST-GET-BY-END-OF-YEAR' list with wanmei.
so many things,so little money!
D:
i ranted about not getting enough money to my younger sister just now but she just does not get the drift!
not like she can do anything anyway but,you know.
my younger sister is really good at telling my parents' stuff which i told her but not to my parents.
i expected her to convey the message but nooooooooo.
she decided to be a good girl today.
D:
aiyah.
forget it.
i remembered this incident that happened on tuesday.
i went to bpp to return some vcds my sister rented.
omg.
i think the guy at the counter is crazy.
really.
our conversation was like;
me: return.(passing him the vcds)
him: you sure?
me: return.
him: sure return,not rental?
me: return.
him: you sure?
me: (STARES AT HIM.)
him: (scanned vcds.)
him: HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO.( as in really like santa claus' laughter!)
me: what?(STARED SOMEMORE.)
him: (stares at me for a while,in a beyond blur face)
him: nothing.
OMG.
i'm like giving him the you-just-wasted-my-time-with-your-crazy-act look.
i think he is mad.
D:
like how wanmei put it,
'PEOPLE HERE ARE JUST PLAIN WEIRD.'

FRIDAY!
DID NOT GO TRAINING!
due to holiday plans!
:D
okay.
nurulia,nasri,hafiz slept over!
(:
it was fun!
we watched like horror movies which lasted forever but weren't that scary.
):
and halfway through the movie,hafiz clicked the wrong button on the remote and it turned to channelU and we all screamed cause channelU was showing JU-ON:the prequel and it was the scary part.
HAHAHAHHAHA.
nasri is beyond cute!
he knows everything about everything.
seriously.
:DDDDD
and UH.
we ate ALOT.
(i think i'm saying this line like everyday now!FATTTTTTTTTT. D:)
we had to cook more rice!
and before they came over,
we went bpp and bought like every fingerfood available.
from waffles to bubble tea,you name it.
it was fun though.
:D
talked about stupid stuff too.
:O
after the horror movie,only me and nasri stayed up to watch STICK IT.
it's cool.
:D
fell asleep after that!
and that was at like 4++++.
:D

SATURDAY!
woke up pretty late.
everyone woke up and like fell back asleep so went back to sleep again.
watched tom and jerry before that.
:D
woke up.
watched the bodybuilders.
omg.
damn ugly.
i'm really of no offence to those who wish to build up their muscles and such but it was really disgusting,wtih the veins popping out and all.
i actually go high seeing veins and muscles but not to such an extent that you look like a __________.(i cant find a word for it.)
D:
yeah.
then we fried rice.
:D
it was good.
there were alot of ingredients in it.
and there was no second helping!
:O
everyone just took a huge helping.
bathed and went down to buy something for daddy.
and then off to briefingS.
at JSSC.
had the expedition briefing.
omg.
it was boring really.
i know i should not say anything but it was really boring!
ate KFC after.
omg.
iffah and syeek!
DDR!
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.
PHOTOHUNT AND BISHIBASHI ROX TO DA MAX.
omg.
made a fool out of ourselves.
hahah.
the screaming.
okay.
went home after that and the buses were so damn full i cant get on any until one hour later!
grrrr.
and the bus got so damn packed that this mat skimmer elbowed me.
AT MY EYE.
omgah.
pain like shit.
reached home and fell asleep straight.
godgodgod.

SUNDAY!
okay.
I SPENT THE WHOLE DAY SLEEPING.
TILL LIKE SIX IN THE EVENING.
SHITZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.
then yeah.talked to hudy about RDA and all.
omg.
look!
i dunno it's name though.
it suspiciously looks like RAMA.

BUT I LOVE MISTOFELEES.
HE'S SO HUGE.
HE'S LIKE TWICE OF MY HEIGHT.

watched STAR AWARDSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
OMG.
I GOT SO HIGH LOOKING AT ELVINNGGGGG.
HE IS SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
REALLY.
TOO BAD HE LOST THE BEST NEWCOMER AWARD TO KELVIN.(whoever that is.)
BUT HE GOT INTO TOP 10 MOST POPULAR ARTISTESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!
LIKE SO COOL COS HE IS AFTER ALL A NEW ACTOR BUT HE BEAT ALOT OF OTHER GOOD ACTORS(PIERREPNG,JULIANHEE,CHENHANWEI) TO GET THAT AWARD.
OMGAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
AND IN HIS SPEECH,HE SAID IN CHINESE,"i'd like to thank my dad,mum,MEIMEI!,....."
MEIMEI!
I KNOW WHO THAT IS REFERRING TOOOOO.
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
I WAS SO HIGH AND NOW I AM GETTING HIGH AGAIN BECAUSE I REMEMBERED YESTERDAY AND ELVINNG WINNING AND AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
ELVIN NG!
AHHAHAHAHAAHAHHAAHHAAHAHHAHAHAHA.
just look at him.
CUTE.
:D

nurulia,nasri and hafiz came over again!
and slept over again!
we watched some stupid show and yeah.
fell asleep.
:D

2006-12-03T22:46:00.000-08:00

i just came back from lunch and training.
D:
training sucks luh.
had our abs training and 4km run.
coach then made us do 8km paddling which,may i emphasize, is HARD paddling.
omgggg.
beyond tiring.
D:
people should try it.
and coach just couldnt stop shouting.
i was so angry.
i bet he can sense that i was angry cos i wont answer any questions he asked me.
oh fine.
after training!
me,mei and peizheng like went to bpp to eat!
AHHAHAHA.
WE SPENT ALL OUR MONEY ON FOOD.
omg.
we are so hungry i tell you!
ate quite alot.
yeah.
D:
oh.
during training!
i met adel!
she was training toooooo.
and she smiled at this guy whom she thought was isa.
-.-
and ahahahah.
it wasnt.
loser.
ahhhhhh.
i want to sleep.
D:
goodnight.
(:

2006-11-30T04:26:00.000-08:00

i am sick.
teribbly terrible.
and i went for training today.
and guess what happened!
SURPRISESURPRISE.
after abs training and the run,
i puked.
and puked.
and puked somemore.
i almost cried okay.
it was disgusting and i was disgusted.
i was totally gasping for air and water after the run.
i suck.
D:
so no water training for me.
and i was really scared and sad for tabitha.
i am so sorry,tabitha!
after the one whole month she went through training without me,
i just had to come back with a fever.
seriously,i have a problem.
and coach was very upset today.
not upset sad, upset angry more likely.
aiyah!

anyway.
went for lunch and homework after training with wongwanmei!
:DDDDDDDDDD
the stuff we talk in buses are so intellectual and thought-driven.
but most of the times,stupid.
:O
like how i would listen to sad songs very carefully when i'm emo so i can cry my hearts' out.
and how wanmei would listen to super beyond loud music when she's emo so she can scream her lungs out.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
i cry my heart's out;wanmei screams her lungs out.
uhhuh.
had lunch and omg.
i was so damn angry when i saw SSS's students wearing beverly hills polo shirt as some kind of team shirt,and hello.
they have their name printed on it.
and it's beyond nice!
omg.
the shirt is lime greeeeeeeeeeeen.
AHHHHHHH!
and mei likes one of them.
ahahahha.
and since we know the nameeeeee,
HEHEHEHEHEHEH.
okay.
we wont do anything actually.
it's just the thought that instantly comes to mind.
went to the library and HAHAHAHA.
guess who we met!
my itsybitsy shitheaddy itaw.
with the wife and child.
uhhuh.
i think she's going to kill me.
D:
then we started homework and stopped half an hour later cause i read some magazine there and there was this thing!
so funny!
laughed all the way.
then we decided to go home and i was still laughing!
hahahahahah.
mei!
PCR!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
damn hilarious i tell you.

i am going to collect my passport tomorrow so that i can start to travel again!
woohooooooooo.
shoppingshopping.
it seems impossible because i am,what they say,broke.
which is sad,during holidays especially.
D:
i want leisure farmmmmmm.sista,without me.
life is beyond boring i swear.
D:
and there's training tomorrow.
sux to the max.
i really need to sh
i'll be so lonely the next few weeks because my parents are going overseas with ma little op.
it's like i cant live without it.
i mean,who can,right!

anyway.
i did this survey on stress.
and it says that i am very stressed.
HAHAHAHA.
the thing is, i dont feel like i am.
i didnt even know certain stuff you do shows that you're stressed.
like thinking of your problems.
i mean,i think about my problems,yes.
alot actually.
but i like it.
i like thinking about my problems so i can bounce back and be a beyond happy kid after that.
(:

oh.
i was looking through my baby pictures just now and i cried.
omg.
so embarassing.
but i really miss those days.
KFC,PPIS(nabil!and zul.),play!
you know,those times where you have nothing to worry about other than the bully in class who was hogging the toy car or something.
yeah.
those days.
where you have multiple birthday parties every year.
and since i lived in two houses then,
i get two brithday cakes each year.
not to mention the pampering you get.
and like you get new toys to play with everyday!
like seriously.

I DON'T WANNA GROW UP.
I'M A TOYS'R'US KIDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.

look at this.
isa,now you know how i got my megawatt smile.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
omg.
i look cross-eyed.
):
and my stupid scanner just sucks.
it made the picture have this thing in the middle,
now it looks like a ghost story photo.
sick.

oh.
TAUFIKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!
OMG.
I STILL CANT GET OVER HIM.
HIS LATEST SINGLE,HOLDING ON, IS BEYOND NICEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

HE IS THE MAN.
definitely.

oh.
and
them.

but i believe bernice will kill me when she sees this.

oh.
and them.

and i miss them.

I AM WHAT SON OF DORK WOULD CALL;
THE BOYBAND FREAK.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
so i wont get murdered in the mosh.
:D

oh.
before i forget and get killed by jamie,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOUGIEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
and so i present you jamie's man.

OMG.
THIS POST IS BEYOND LONG.
):

2006-11-27T23:00:00.000-08:00

went to musical evening last night.
it was okay luh.
band was great.
i can say that i was quite bored though.
and i sat in between two unknown men in the front row.
i tell you, i am a certified loner!
:D
i was looking forward to establishing that fact.
and i was reminded more than a few times not to use my phone.
even during intermission.
):
i was on the phone with mickey asking him to come to esplanade so that i can go home with someone during intermission.
but even before i could say anything,the usher told me to put away my phone!
):
watched till the end and then rushed off.
found itaw and i accompanied her buy food.
took a bus back home.
alone.
i swear.
i am so damn proud of myself.
i bet iffah is too.
right!
it is quite sad actually.
doing stuff by yourself.
i sahll start making friends with all the loners.
i should.
i should.
i am waiting for lydiawati to send me photos.
bet you she is sleeping now.
:D

oh.
on saturday!
we had the yuoth forum thingy.
it was good.
youngminds da best.
only a few of us turned up.
the rest lost their way(?) and mat ended up falling back to sleep after asking about hot girls.
HAHAHA.
i dotn know what to say.
but yeah!
it was great.
we had a talk with the minister and yeah.
the performances were great.
especially the pianist/keyboardist.
HAHAHAHA.
his hair!
he performed in my school before.
with eighth note.
and everyone with their he-looked-like-J comments.
omg.
we had good fun.
and food was great.
they served us with food after every segment of the programme!
hahahah.
played games and all.
COMMON SPACE.
singaporeans should learn to make use of the common space provided by the government and should also learn to create common space among themselves so as to improve racial cohesion and make singapore a better place to live in.
yes.

THE PLEDGE.
We,the citizens of Singapore,
pledge ourselves as one united people,
regardless of race,language,or religion
to build a democratic society,
based on justice and equality
so as to achieve happiness,prosperity
and progress for our nation.

i feel patriotic.
singapore may not be the best place in the world to have adventure and fun but i tell you,
it's the one place i have faith in.
:D
it feels like national day.

2006-11-23T00:56:00.000-08:00

woke up and made my way to school to collect the muscial evening ticket.
then lyana messaged ,telling me to collect tomorrow.
that's one thing.
but for the fact i was already three-quarters through my journey to school made it even worse.
so i sat at the bus stop for a very loooooong time doing nothing.
seriously.
after,i made my way to seven-eleven where i got so damn scared,i was tearing when i left.
and i know better than to talk about it here.
then i went home,thinking about everything.
that pretty much sums up my day.
depressing,ain't it?
well, i was depressed.
and still am.
i have alot to say about what i was thinking but it all jumbles up,leaving me with absolutely nothing to say and yet,i want to say everything that is going on.
D:
omgoodness.

you know, i pray every morning that if i was good the previous day,I would get to see you.
(which i believe only five out of a million were answered.)
but when i actually see you in person, the only thing going through my mind was, "what the hell was i thinking?!"
but i want you more and more.

2006-11-21T17:04:00.000-08:00

you're the only one i would take a shot on
keep me hanging on so contagiously.

been away.
had the house leaders camp yesterday.
it's goooooooood.
:D
FRYFRYFRYFRYFRYFRYFRYFRYFRYFRYFRYFRYFRYFRYFRYFRY!
I LOVE FRYFRYFRYFRYFRYFRYFRYFRYFRY! :D
we're like the best luh.

aahahahahah!
it was quite fun luh.
singing,laughing,making up cheers.
:D
BOMB! COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDD

look at it!
:D

i loveeeee.
there's more pictures and all but another day luh.

2006-11-16T05:58:00.000-08:00

i felt alot better after the coolest and bestest talkS given by mickey and mat and nash! :D
it felt good talking to mickey about serious stuff for once.
no jokes(okay,a few;he couldn't resist),no food talks, no crazy acts.
he even switched his phone off!(for five minutes cos his pimp-eeS' worried.)
AWWW,MICKEY,YOU'RE somewhat THE BEST. :DDDD
fyi,mickey has so many gfs, i say he's a pimp.
that-yo-whaddup-boy.

mat's talk was injected with formulas so i don't even want to go there.
but it was all good and fuzzy and warm,right mat?
:DDDDDD
you'll always be my gumdrops-stickum-snickums-joy;the-apple-of-my-eye!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

nash's was all serious and stares and ended with a smile so fine,he blew my mind.(heard his gf say it once.HAHAHAHAHAH)
and a hug.
a BEAR HUG.
he almost choked me with his muscles.
i swear,it was sooooooooo......calming.
LOVE.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDD

so in contrast to my errr.. angsty post, i shall blog about the many moments which made me darn happy and high.
:D
okayyyyy.
maybe not that happy but i achieved something! (:

so.
there has been a number of trainings going on the past week but sadly,
i couldn't train cos' of my skin disease. ):
and meimei! told me that coach said that it has been a really long time since he saw me in the water.
bet he missed shouting at me to lift up my elbow. -.-
and so when i thought i could train this week,
tomorrow's training is cancelled and i can't go thursday's and friday's due to retests. ):
shitzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
THIS PART OF MY POST SO DOES NOT SOUND LIKE A HAPPY MOMENT.

okayokayyyy.
had KIKIN'S birthday party on friday! :DDDD
akhim!,irshah(THE SOCIAL MAN!(:),fariz(STALKER!),mat,irshah's bro, jaye,syeek,iffah,hani,adel turned up!
it was a good one-fifth ym reunion. (:
i miss ym oh so much.
being the oh-so-mature-ready-to-lead-the-world people we are, we played HAPPY FAMILY,SNAP AND UNO. :DD
and being the mad one as always,irshah sort of turned crazy while playing card games.
quotequoteirshah; " "SNAP! SNAP! SNAP! Yeahhhh....i am the best at card games...no one can defeat me...."
i helped fariz! who claimed to have changed.(FOR THE BETTER,I HOPE!)
and he,was too,a little mad.
quotequotefariz; "Damn lah! No one ask me! I'll just put my whole Family up for adoption." (while playing happy families)"!
:D
made a new friend called MARTIN(?)!
HE IS SO CUTE I SWEAR! :DDDDDDDDD
aha!
he's only five i think.
but then again, i did not try to get close to him like how irshah was on kikin's YOUNGER sister,whom i believe to be less than nine?!
like how his brother said it,"CHIKOPEH."
i couldn't have said it any better. (:
sent iffah off and then the guys went off and at ten daddy called to say that he reached to pick me up so i had to go! ):
KIKIN AND SYEEK!
HOPE YOU GUYS ENJOYED THE CARDS AND THE CAKE! :DDDDDDDDD
LOVE.
P.S. WE NEED A YM MEETING NOW!

before that!
me and iffah had been baking! :DDDDDD
she came over on thursday and we baked TWO cakes plus cookies!
YUMYUM.
they were good okay.
gave one cake to kikin as a surprise for her and syeek on her party!
you're welcome! :D
and we made HUGEEEEEEEEE cards for the two of themmmmmmmm.
(:
YAYY.

then i had my family gathering dinner at Kintamani Restaurant at the hotel! :DDD
and the workers remembered my sis and me from the mothers' day celebration we held earlier this year.(:
as usualll, the food was great and the company's good. (:
my fritters with chocolate sauce is da best mannnnnnnn.
YUMMY BEYOND YUMMY.
should eat there again.
(:

monday!
went to school to have lunch with crystal!
just to have lunch okay!
i travelled from home to school for one hour just to eat.
D:
we talked about alot of stuff okay.
really alot.
but we decided to return to school for self study.
and that's when i saw the kNOw drugs booklet!
it has Joelcheang,Tristan,Bertrand,David,Tyron and three of his friends modelling for it!
Tristan's mum is in charge of it sooooooo yeah.
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.
i laughed when i saw it.
i don't even know them well.
joelcheang's smile so fakeeeeeeeeee.
:D
ha.
kNOw drugs models.
joke.
went home and saw gidwong,eyecandy!and Badminton Beng(he loves being called that!)!
omg.
i missed eyecandy alot alot.
but he's nothing compared to spikester and carrrrrrrrrrr. :D
HEHEHEHEHEHE.
omg.
i'm like soooooooo. crazy. ):
reached home and studied physics!
quite unsuccessful though.
):
was supposed to watch JU-ON but i was so damn scared i gave up.
couldn't sleep well after. ):

tuesday!
omg.
woke up like so damn late luh.
i had some freaking nightmare i woke up perspiring damn badly. ):
sick can.
i am serious.
been having all these nightmares and weird dreams.
and i can like switch from one nightmare to another?!
and i can have nightmares which have the same story but different people at different times?
like for example, this nightmare started with me and my cousins then somehow my cousins became my friends and suddenly they became complete unknowns?!
it's strange, how dreams and nightmares work.
it scares me just thinking about it.
shut up siti.
back to tuesday.
can't remember what i did.
went offf.
met iffah!
ate.
e math!
honey!
supposed to meet huda but she said no need.
no one could accompany me study. ):
no one until nash decided to sit with me till his girlfriend comes.
so we sat at starbucks and forty-five minutes later,he sent me to the bus stop.(:
love,yo.
reached home and i slept till nine?!
woke up.
watched the debt-full show.
so poor thing these people.
watched csi after and huda and i got so hungry we cooked!
HAHAHAH.
first time fry rice.
it tasted...nice.
(:
csi ended and we watched ju-on.
i was so scared i covered my face like practically the whole time.
huda can still eat her food.
sick luh.
i ended up watching happy movies all night.
D:
aiyahhhhh.

wednesday!
woke up at nine intending to go to school at ten.
ended up watching jamie oliver and left the house 11.
):
wanted to get off the bus at whitley but this woman who sat beside me fell asleep and couldn't give way.
ended up getting down at plaza singapura and reached school at 1230.
20 mins later than the time i would normally arrive.
):
did self study.
wanted to go off at 430 but huda called and told me to meet her.
ended up not meeting her and went home alone,on the phone with mickey who told me so many stupid jokes,i fell asleep and he got mad.
):
reached home,watched tv.
bathed.
went plaza and spent the night at home watching the debt-full chinese show.
):
and i studied the whole night.
fine,one-quarter of the night.
D:

thursday!
woke up early to go to school to take retests.
wahlau!
they gave the same paper luh!
and i didn't study.
tsk.
ate at cheers with santhi,crystal,layteng,atiqah.
went back to do ss retest and none of us felt like doing it.
santhiya left like fifteen minutes after paper started. -.-
i left twenty minutes before it ended.
took 132 with crystal,atiqah and zul.
went home.
met iffah to pass addresses.
plaza.
bought food.
ate.
tv.
slept.
D:
PRISON BREAK! :DDDDDDDDDD
YUM,YO.
WENTWORTH IS DA BOMB.
:D
OH.
and i saw thousands of police officers today!
cos' president Bush is here.
and i saw the singapore idol,whisper man.
the one the judges cannot hear.
HAHA.
and i helped a blind man today!
siti,i'm so proud of you. (:

i'm gg to spend three miutes reading physics.
then i shall sleep. (:
stupid retests.
i'll still be in reap.
sickkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.

post is so long.
pictures up next post.
:DDD

2006-11-11T16:47:00.000-08:00

I AM SO FUCKING MAD AT MYSELF FOR MY FUCKED UP MIND WHICH FUCKING ALLOWS MY FUCKING IMAGINATION TO RUN FUCKING WILD AND NOW MAKING ME FEEL SO FUCKED UP BECAUSE I CAN'T FUCKING LIE TO MYSELF ANY FUCKING LONGER.
I AM SO FUCKING MAD AT MYSELF FOR ALLOWING MYSELF TO BE FUCKING SCARED OF FUCKED UP STUFF AND NOW I CAN'T FUCKING SLEEP.
I AM SO FUCKING MAD AT MYSELF FOR MY FUCKED UP MIND WHICH SEEMS TO CONTAIN FUCKING NIGHTMARES AND KEEP ME FUCKING AWAKE ALL NIGHT CRYING LIKE A FUCKED UP LITTLE KID.
FUCK.

I AM SO TERRIBLY FUCKING SORRY FOR BEING SO FUCKING VULGAR IN THIS FUCKED UP POST BUT I JUST FEEL SO FUCKINGLY FUCKED UP.

P.S. WILL BE AWAY TILL MY FUCKING RETESTS ARE OVER. I NEED TO FUCKING PASS.
P.P.S I HAVE A LOT OF FUCKING HIGH EVENTS THAT HAPPENED AND I WILL SHARE AFTER I FEEL FUCKING BETTER.

2006-10-27T06:11:00.000-07:00

blogger's being such a bitch nowadays.
"oh.mentang-mentang(?) dah habis ramadhan boleh maki eh."-mat
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.

cannot help it what!
omgomgomgomgomg!
TAUFIKTAUFIKTAUFIKTAUFIKTAUFIK!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
have you seen his new music video!
omg!
its not spectacular or anything but the song's nice!
:D
uber nice luh!
made mummy promise to buy his second album!
(:
everyone must buy.
taufik is so hot.
(:
OMG!
HAHAHAHHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHA.

i'm going crazy!
):
OVER TAUFIK'S-ALL BECAUSE OF YOU.
:D
i'm addicted!
it sounds so typical yet so good.
hahahah.
maybe it's just because that i go crazy over taufik.
:D

i admit it.
someone so COOL like me actually go crazy over people.
and you can ask everyone around me.
i do go crazy over taufik pretty bad!
HAHAHAHAH.
i bet everyone knows how i react whenever i see taufik's face anywhere.
OMGAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

TAUFIKBATISAH IS LOVE,HOTSEX,AND EVERYTHING ELSE THAT MAKES ME GO AHHHHH!
:DDDDD

you're a natural
all is possible
everything seems right
it's so surreal
there is no pretence
nothing can compare
to the moments
we shared
you're my perfect joy
a splendid sight
like a stained glass that
sparkles from inside
unconditional
love and honesty
it's all because of you

PLEASE PARDON THIS CHILDISH ACT OF MINE. I JUST CAN'T STOP SMILING.
:DDDDDD

2006-10-25T06:14:00.000-07:00

I HAVE ANOTHER FCUKING BLUE-BLACK SO FCUKING NEAR TO MY EYE I COULD GO BLIND ANYTIME SOON.
D:

it hurts okay!
i banged into zakkiyya and this is what happened.
i cant even raise my eyebrow now! D:
and zakkiyya goes off with a small bump on her head which dissapeared half a day later.
while i am stuck with this U-G-L-Y blueblack on my eye.
it hurts like shit okay.
i skipped english because it fcuking hurts.
either i am plain unlucky or people hate me.
either way,i suffer.
D:
ergghhhhh.
how to go jalan raya like this! ):

anyway.
thirteen people didnt turn up for school today.
just like how 21 people didnt turn up lastlast friday(?).
sick luh my class.
and for the english course.
five people from my class went.
-.-
eh.
i got reason for not going okay!
look at my eye!
just look at it!
my vision was blurring but it is quite okay now.
ate my yong tau foo before going home cos my house has got no food. ):
yumyum!
aiyah.
i am damn depressed now.
):
i've got no one to talk to now that mat is busy preparing for his exams.
nash's going back to camp.
mickey and jess are preparing for exams too!
aiyah!
clare!
where are you!
D:

you know.
i think people hate me.
i can sense it.
i am so terrible to everyone luh.
everyone says so.
D:
if i dont like you means i dont like you means i will never like you even if you are my best friend's girlfriend or boyfriend(ooh.) or cliquemate or just his friend who wants to come talk to me when we're out together because you think all his friends have become your friends.
and if you make a comment that i dont like listening i will never entertain you.
and if you make a joke out of everything and it is obviously not funny, i will also not entertain you.
and when a topic is being discussed and you make up a so not funny story about you or someone you know that as gone through a similar experience just to join in the conversation, i will still not entertain you.
and if you are so trying to act cute to make people pay attention to you, do not come near me.
and if you talk beyond loudly in public and do not show any respect or shame of yourself and think that it is cool to have the whole of singapore look at your childish behaviour, i can promise you that i would either move away or i tell you to shut up. or maybe both.

OMG.
I AM SO MEAN.
D:
aiyah.
i am sorry okay.
i just do not have a high appreciation for such behaviours.
and i do not have a high patience level.
really.

i swear i will learn to understand people a little bit better.
i promise.
(:

2006-10-19T05:36:00.000-07:00

overall results.
A2
B4
C6
D7
D7
D7
F9

average percentage :52.1%
ranking in class: 10(!?)
D:

omg.
so dammit bad can.
pass three only luh.
the papers were so damn difficult i feel like strangling crescent. ):
and my class must have done quite badly for someone like me who got an average of 52% to be able to get ranking 10.
like wtf!
D:
i love 3s2.
but teachers were saying how my class improved alot.
which means our usual standard is D: .
but i really could see all of us really trying our best! (:
aiyah.
everything's almost well again and i am actually proud of my class to be able to receive good comments from teachers during moderation. (:
miss ang advises me to drop a subject but i really want to achieve my goal and dream and to do so i need that subject.
i am going to study damn hard for it mannnnnnn.
siti.
you can do it.
mmmmhmmm.
oh wells.
i cant believe i scored an A2 for MALAY!
:DDDDDDDDDDD
i am so happy.
like i have always been doing badly and look at my results! (:
but i could have gotten an A1 if not for my oralll which sucked pretty bad.
and lisa who didnt say anything for oral got higher marks than i did. ):
aiyahhhhhhhhhhhh.

i shall leave my unhappiness at home and face the world with a smile everyday.
:D
it makes me feel better.
and it makes jessica feel better.
jessica!
i'll smile everyday for you! :D

you know we had this english enrichment course on tuesday and yesterday.
and myu class instructor is so coooooollllll.
he has really spikey hair for an old man and he is call MR. IVEY aka mr rambutan! :D
he said so himself!
and he is funny!
(:
but s3's instructor looked so goood!
woohoo.
HAHAHAHA.
okay.

i dont know what to say already.
i am tired.
oh my cousin very cute.
not cute cute.
just funny cute.
we're the CC.
cool cousins.
HAHAHAHAHHA.
he is funny okay!
(:
i'll post his pic another day!
:D

ohohohoh!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ISA BO BISA.
omg.
isa so bisa.
hahahah.
bisa is a malay word and i dont even know what it means. ):
isa!
you are a very mean friend so i hope your wishes dont come true. ):
but since i am nice, (:
i will let you have a wish luh.
and thanks for malay and bio.
though eyes were not really tested and malay,you helped a bit only luh.
fifteen ehhhh.
proud.
:D

i am broke.
and i havent shop finish.
D:
daddydaddysaveme.

2006-10-16T05:03:00.000-07:00

OMG!
LAST FRIDAY WAS TEH SEXXX MANNNN.
I LOVE YOUNG MINDS PEOPLE.
THEY'RE SO GODDAMN HILARIOUS AND ALL.

okay.
so friday.
had interhouse games and FRYYYY came out like TOP for three out of four games!
and not to mention the cheer thing tooo!
OMG.
i am so proud of my fry members. :D
yeah.
i played in the games and god, didn't i feel like dying.
but it was worth it! :D
had the sec4 farewell assembly after and it was quite boring luh but quite cool too.
didn't see my angel! ):
hope she does well in O's.

went up to class after and had the best sleep ever.
waited for lydiawati to finish amath!
yeah.
she finished and kikin called to say that the rest met up already. (:
so i told kiks to walk with the other first cos i will walk with itaw first!
halfway,saw them and like waved before walking around again.
i swear.
amirul looks like lydiawati and they both act the same way!
almost wanted to call amirul wati and i called wati amirul a couple of times! ):
HAH.
itaw is not happy. ):
walked somemore and managed to catch up with lydiawati after a very long time!
omg.
itaw, i missed going out with you.
and i am not a big influence on you! ):
she had to go off meet her sis before going to some bbq so i walked all the way to wheelock to meet kikin and iffah and syeek!
fads was there too but then she had to go off! ):
irshah fariz amirul went lan-ing luh.
wth.
yeah.
so they dragged me back to far east.
met jaye!
:D
sakura had a long queue so we settled for cahaya.
the boys came after and we ordered and walked around first.
we decided to go pray and we ended up like debating with the guys.
i swear.
the excuses they came up with to skip prayers.
damn hilarious okay!
there's just so many quotes! ):
we then realised that the hotel was under renovation and irshah was like" well, then it means M-A-K-A-N."
hahhahahah.
irshah i know how to spell eat in malay.
okay.
we went back to cahaya and everybody's food was served except for amirul's "SAN MEE."
hahahahah.
auntie: got anything missing?
amirul: WO DE SAN MEE.
everybody: WAHHHH. WO DE SEYYYYY.
amirul: EHHH NONONONO. MY SAN MEE.
everybody laughed la.
and we had thousand other jokes and hilarious moments you just have to be there and experience it first hand.
i swear these people are hilarious. <333
then fariz and amirul had to leave and the rest of us settled for FONDUE which irshah happily pronounces as FONDAY.
"MY MUM TOLD ME THAT IT WAS PRONOUNCED LIKE THAT!!" quoteirshah.
we made alot of noise that the manager had to tell us to shut up.
okay.
but everyone was just so hilarious.
:DDDDDDDDDDDD

and we then had gossipss.
so i shut my ears.
):
all in all!
<3

saturday went out shopping!
:DDD
got my bag and all.
i am so happy.
and my mum's GUY LAROCHE bag is so damn nice.
(:
okay.
we need a new cameraaaa.
hintdaddyhint.

i think i am selfish.
i really am.
seriously.
i hate it when others just come and fit in.
i really do.
D:

mat! said he will testify to me being :
someone who is boring.
someone who wont talk much to you if i just met you.
someone who is fucking lazy.
someone who is almost never on time.
someone who is fucking indecisive.
someone who is always sleepy.
someone who is annoying.
D:

and i can testify to him being that way too.
i hate you luh mat.
you nincompoop.
D:

2006-10-11T00:56:00.000-07:00

Hopeless love, why did you carve your home in me?
This broken heart is too weak to hold your weight
And now I regret the day we met
And help me forget your name.

so we didnt have to go to school yesterday.
it was boring beyond boring at home i swear.
wanted to go out but didnt have anyone to go with.
and i got pretty sick in the afternoon.
D:
i hate it.
all the stupid pills you have to take.
slept like throughout.
and i watched CSI:miami at night.
it will never be good as CSI: lasvegas but still.
i cant believe speed died.
he was never supposed to die.
D:
okay.

i dont have the mood to blog now.
there's nothing to blog anyway.
):

nash called nash called! :D

2006-10-09T04:53:00.000-07:00

i was thinking of ym when this was playing.
shitzzzzzzzzzzzz.
it made me cry.
D:

so sunday was nothing.
wanted to go out but then i was damn shit lazy to.
ended up buying KFC! to eat for dinner and had alot of other food while watching dorm.
dorm was quite dumb.
like the kid knew that the ghost is ghost and still played around with him and all.
okay.

tried studying for pyhsics but my head hurt too much to get anything in my brain. D:
so gave up and like went to sleep.
had this horrible beyond horrible nightmare so i woke up at like one in the morning.
couldnt sleep till like about three.
luckily that faggot was up to accompany me.
(:

and yeah.
i cant believe my sunday has ever been this boring.
shit luh.
need to go out more.
VIVOCITY.
i'm coming.
:D

ohhhhhh.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TANIA,DHARHAM AND RADHA!
:DDDD

okay.
so woke up at like eight thirty in the morning and got ready for schoooooooool.
reached school and like found out that our paper was pushed back for like 45 minutes?!
what the hell luh.
waste my time getting up so early.
and i could have studied more for physics.
managed to cram alot of stuff into my brain before the paper.
was able to answer if not most,some,of the questions.
so much for a1.
shut up siti.

after went to get my PICKOZOO.
OMGZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.
i am in love with it luh.
it is so fucking cute cannnnnnnnn.
okay.
never mind.

went to VIVOCITY with rakinah!
i cant wait to shop there again!
oh F21.
i'm so excited!
went to TOYS'R'US after.
saw iffah's friend.
saw atiqah,adilah,rasyidah,hazie.
fariz,zul and their friend,ryan i think, was there too!
omg.
SUCH COINCIDENCES.
(:
and i seriously think that ryan looks like RI.
ahahahhaha.

ahahah!
i love toys'r'us.
cos they have my LEGO.
and they have FIRE TRUCKS AND ALL SORTS OF THINGS got to do with the FIRE DEPARTMENTS!
omg.
and i saw my FIREMAN HELMET.
OMGZZZZZZZZZZZZ.
HAHAHAHHA.
i was so damn shit happy.
decide to leave the place and went home.

i'm hungry now cos i just puked out all that i ate like twenty minutes ago.
I'M GOING TO THE DOCTOR'S!
D:
I HATE MEDICINE.

FAGGOT: thank you for calling me in the morning to check on me! :D well not only you checked on me, you woke me up. HAHAHAHHAA. you're my beloveddddd. <3

2006-10-07T06:42:00.000-07:00

okay.
i just watched the news and they mentioned about the haze.
ahahaha.
i was smiling when i heard this.
if PSI reading is from 100-200,outdoor activities should be scraped and lessons to be held in air-conditioned rooms. :D
if PSI readings is from 200-300, no outdoor activites allowed at all. all lessons in air conditioned rooms. :DD
if PSI reading exceeds 300, SCHOOLS WILL BE TEMPORARILY CLOSED.
:DDDDDDD

AHAHAHA.
hey.
LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE.
and currently, PSI is 150.
hmm.
air conditioned rooms ehyyy.
:D

2006-10-07T06:29:00.000-07:00

so went to meet iffah and hani just now!
ahahaha.
PHYSICSPHYSICSPHYSICS!

anyway.
got my pouch thingy!
okay.
TWO of them!
AHAHAHA.
so now i have two wallets thingy.
and i am going to get another one next week! :D
yeah mannnnnnnnn.
okay so we looked at shoes after and we went home.
reached home and yeah.

slept till about 6++++.
woke up cos my head's hurting like shit.
showed mummy my itches.
and she said i may be sick with something.
going to the doctor's tomorrow since my parents have an appointment today. ):
oh no!
i think it is chickenpox.
but thennn.
i had chickenpox.
how to do my physics paper?!
and chickenpox is infectious.
what happens to those people around me?!
dont be scareddddd.
it is not confirmed! ):

okay whateverr.
i just finished watching 'O'.
omg.
good show.
:D
aiyahhhh.
i missed prison break just now.
i wanted to watch it again okay!
prison break is the best drama ever.
other than CSI of course.
and i watched agent cody banks.
haha.
lame show.
but i love action movies thingies.
like xmen or superman.
it gives you the thrill when they fight the bad guys and save people. :D
and i want to watch bring it on 3:all or nothing again.
watched it like more than five times already?!
hahahah.
their krumping is weird.
but if you compare it to tyra bank's, hahahahha.
guscarrrrrrrrrrrrr is so damn shit hot la.
him popping his chest like that.
okay.
shut up siti.
and i cant get over ladder 49.
it's the best firemen show ever.
i'm serious.
it's so goddamn sweet and thrilling.

i am very pissed luh!
look out the bloody window and you see the fucking haze.
it's like PSI:143 now?!
that's like damn high.
it was only PSI:76 this afternoon.
see the difference?
indonesia should learn how to care for thier fellow countries mannnn.
want all of us to die is it!
stop burning your forests luh.
waste so much resources.
dont want then give to singapore luh!
we need them.
and i bet we know how to appreciate them more.
D:

okay.
i shall eat ice cream now before i start puking again.
and then i can watch the news and stuck on you.
:DDDDDD
oh.
and ic opened a new outlet!
joelcheanganddavid are working there!
ahahaha.
:D

NANTHINI : IC DATE WITH OUR FAMILY YEAH! omg.camwhoring and drawings! :D

2006-10-06T06:07:00.000-07:00

chem paper to do was do-able.
only if i remembered the stuff.
my mind went blank like halfway through the thing. ):
oh whatever.
it's over.
monday is going to be physics.
i am going to ace it mannnnnn.
i'd better.

happy birthday.
we would be blowing your candles or something now but i guess we have to accept that we cant do that anymore.
i'd always remember your fake shocked face everytime we surprised you. ):
and how all of us were so embarrased to sing you a birthday song out loud so we would mouth it out.
and how we would end the song with kisses on your face.
(okay sounds wrong butttttt.)
and how you get very angry at *** but not at ****.
hahahaha.
and i would comfort *** by saying that **** and you are having some gay relationship.
(:
i'm sorry.
but it just puzzles me how your jacket smells of him and his smelled of you. ):
i miss you luh.
batmanandrobin,save me please. ):

been pretty sick the past few days.
been puking everytime after i ate. D:
i am scared i'd go back to my previous problem.
i dont want.
i dont have anyone to accompany me anymore.
god,please guide me. ):

been feeling pretty sad the past few days.
and happy/crazy.
like i can change my mood with a snap.
moodswing they say.
i dunno why.
but then the days were injected with crazy da best moments.
like how LADDER 49 just made me so i-want-to-marry-a-fireman mood and it sort of drove iffah mad.
and gussssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!
:DDDDDD
SEE WHAT I MEAN!?
aiyahhhhhhh.

my nine o'clock show wnded today! D:
the ending was so unpredictable.
its a very good show i must say.
and thomas ong leaves you in a mood that just makes you go awwwwwwwwww.
his smile his smile his smile!

i shall like end this so i can sleep.
i love to sleep.

alex: shopping soon yeah.red light district-ing too!
AHAHA.

2006-10-05T03:12:00.000-07:00

gonna make this a fast one.

history,biology papers were okay.
i couldnt answer quite a few though.
D:
lit papers today;paper two was okay but paper one was a killer! ):
like four essays in one and a half hour.
shitzzzzzzzzz luh.

chem tomorrow!
aiyahhh.
but then i will end school at like nine?!
ahaha.
should sleep tomorrow.

daddy bought me ice cream yesterday!
:DDDDDDD
omg.
so happy luh.
he bought like big tubs mannnnnn.
<3

oh.
daddy thought i was drunk yesterday and the day before.
cos i was tired and kept swaying my body since i was lazy to walk about the house.
but i needed some sort of an energy drink so i can study.
so i swayed from my room to the kitchen, open the fridge door and like gulped down cans of 100 plus(eww. i think it tastes quite gross.) and swayed back to my room.
it happenned like quite a number of times.
drunk his head luh.
crazy daddy.
HAHAAHHAHA.
I LOVE YOU MR. KAMIS. <333

oh.
saw alex yong in the bus today!
he ignored me! ):
then later messaged saying that i never say hi!
go and die la you.
ahahaha.
alex,you're loved.

andandand!
saw gus today!
omg.
he looked so good now compared to last time.
definitely gus material.
HAHAHAH.
where's carrrrrrrrr!?
i am so deprived/depressed/sad(?!) !

played the phone game(?) with iffah on the way home.
like wtf.
AHAHAHA.
and the bus has so many cute kids.
according to iffah, i am suffering from irshah-fluenzul.
HAHAHA.
stupid paedophiles.
and waved at all of them and this kid was like having a WTF look.
aiyaaa!
stupid boy!
so young already know how to be naughty!

okay.
so much for a fast one.
wtf la.

okay;
HELLO CHEMISTRY.

2006-10-03T04:34:00.000-07:00

i am going to drown myself in history and biology after this.
so depressing.
social studies paper today was okay.
do-able.
alot of the questions came out in tests and all.
and source based was on sri lanka.
then had math paper.
omg.
i think i went mad.
ask yvette zakk and aishah.
i was laughing madly after i handed up the paper. ):
i wanted to cry okay.
paper one was okay but that stupid paper two.
felt like tearing it up.
D:
went home with hani and iffah after that.
met dharham and his friends at scotts' bus stop.
took the 700.
figured out that they were going back to school.
at 115 pm. -.-
bet he doesnt even recognize me.

reached home and i slept.
i was just so goddamn tired.
woke up at six just now.
and after i finished this i am going to like study all the way till morning.
life of a student is never easy. ):
i cant wait till friday.
like all the major papers would have finished and all that would be left is physics. (:
should go retail therapy-ing like on saturday.
:D
shopping people! (:
okay.
i shall go focus now.
D:
i am a depressed kid.

thank you benny for the stupid "good luck" messages every morning.
good luck your head la.
own your papers too! :)
talk to you soon,yeah!
:D

I can’t keep going through life
Unaware of what I missed
And the person I could be
Love's good when it’s right
And when it's left in your memory
All the times ~~I let you down~~ you let me down
I guess love will be nice for someone else's life.

2006-10-02T01:16:00.000-07:00

had the malay paper today.
it was alright.
just for the fact that my compo is screwed. ):
i didnt finish in time(i asked for another piece of paper on the second last minute!?)
and i didnt know what i was writing about.
other than that .
i guess i am fine.
went home with iffah and wanmei and aishah and hanis today.
it was funny!
:D
made a lot of stupid rhymes and i am so happy!
:D
AHAAHAH.
there's a rhyme about superman. (:

but then i had a talk.
and it just dawned on me how i might look differently in other people's eyes.
how other people actually sees you as a person and all.
i would really want to know.
i mean come on.
nobody can possibly think only good stuff about people.
cute,bitchy,strong,crazy, and all the other adjectives there is in this world to describe a person.
whatever.
and it sets me thinking that this world is just filled with so many nice people who will not just tell the truth to someone.
i am not saying lying, i am saying defending a person's ego.
as they say, truth does hurts.
iffah asked me what are the qualities i see in my good friends.
i realised i could not really answer her.
i told her i need someone whom i can talk to all day everyday about everything under the sun.
our conversations will never stop and instead be filled with pauses in which both parties know what each other are thinking.
she produced a name.
a name in which i told myself could never do it anymore.
she asked about others and i really questioned whether they can be there for me forever.
and many came down to a no.
i told her i am tired.
just second guessing what people think.
and we decided that there would be a day in which we would just lie somewhere and forget the world.(stupid overrated song)
i didnt know what to say thereafter.
and it ended there.

reached home,fellasleep,typed this.
going to devote myself to math and ss before watching final destination 3.
sorry if i were to ignore your acts of worry/kindness/pity.
just let me forget today will you?

i miss you people.

2006-09-30T22:33:00.000-07:00

so this week was alright.
(i remembered what i wanted to post about. )

so monday.
AHA.
HADY WON SINGAPORE IDOL.
:D
so many people went to watch the results!
kikin,janice,luke,alan,joelcheang and clan,frances and clan, jonas, natalie, mark,alex,andy, gina, matthew, max, andrew and more.
what the hell.
i should have gone. ):
it'd be nice to see everybody.
(:
i could not understand why singapore idol has turned singaporeans into such racists.
i mean, come on!
some people mentioned that now singapore idol has become malaysian idol?!
that's not being racist?!
and these people have issues knowing between citizenship and race-ship(?).
what losers.
i even thought my mum was being racist when she said "if jon wins,thats obvious cos there's more chinese than malays in singapore".
and i am not saying this because i am malay and i supported hady.
i am saying this because singapore has always been a multiracial country and i thought we did just fine until i heard that comment.
what happened to "pledge ourselves as one united people,regardless of race,language or religion"?
and after this someone is going to tell me, "of course you're angry at the remarks la! you're malay and hady is malay and hady is the singapore idol now."
damn right i was angry but it was because singaporeans actually do not have patience for anoe another.
oh wells.
go and leave singapore la.

anyway.
tuesday was okay.
wednesday too.
had one to one math consultation with miss ho.
and jamie made me laugh.
dont be sad jamie!
and jamie, who is EDWIN!?
ahaha.
jamie got me my note!
thank you luh!
AHHAHA.
i was a happy kid the whole day.
should have seen my face.
i was BEAMING.
:D

okay then thursday!
went to make my ez link card!
:DDD
ahah!
it's so new and shiny now.
and i look errrrr.
):
but i pasted a strawberry on it so now it looks pretty!
aah.
i hate strawberries.
i only pasted that sticker on because it is the nicest sticker available then.
now i have more pretty stickers!
:D

friday was crazy!
ended school at 1245!
wahlau.
isa ended at 12 please.
sucker.
yeah.
met him at the train station!
talked for a while and then the train came!
took it and he made me feel so bad.
no one ever said that to me.
(this is the effect of having friends who only tell you the good stuff of yourself.)
the impact was devastating.
):
I AM SO SORRY ISA.
i really am.
i wont ask anything.
i promise.
omg.
walked around after that.
he taught me biology!
and he doesnt even take biology.
-.-
ahah.
went through alot of bio questions.
with him answering.
):
my bio is bad.
then i tested him on social studies!
syeek came then!
and she taught me math!
(:
isa became a major distraction.
wahlau.
kept asking me whether i want to hear a joke or not.
in which i said yes.
aiyahhhh.
see la!
omg.
then something happened!
so embarassing.

me: syeek,isa never go for sembahyang jumaat.
syeek: *looks at isa*
isa: ehhhhhh.*looks at me*
me: i bet they never g.... *turned to point at three mats behind us*
AND THEY WERE LOOKING.
AHAHAHAHAH.
i felt so stupid.
laughed so much after that.
and the mats said hi and all.
):
i'm dead.
yeah.
studied,distracted,played games,went home.
aiyah.
reached home, break-ed fast( i know that the past tense of break is broke but broke sounded wrong) and then went to bpp with my sister and nurulia and her brother!
:D
rented vcds and bought a lot of food.
ate and drank and sang and joked.
(:
went home and slept.
:D

yesterday was da best.
ahaha.
studied with syeek!
at nlb.
and we had major gossiping and reliving of camp days(sounds like army.AHAHAH)
oh man.
i miss camp!
oh.
i cant wait for ym getaway.
i miss ym people!
:D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FADS!
:D
since it was raining the wakeboarding events were all pushed back and so did not go. ):
went shopping with syeek after.
ahaha!
we were finding for me the right pair of sunglasses which will not be pushed up by my cheeks when i smile. ):
couldnt find any.
i am so demoralizeddddd.
so went home after that and then i was home alone. ):
watched part of sg idol and i fell asleep.
mummy woke me up saying that i left the teevee on and the front door was not locked and she was very angry.
):
aiyahhh.
daddy's fault whattttt.
couldnt be bothered so i went back to sleep.

woke up at ten this morning and cleaned the house!
i am so proud of myself.
and now here i am.
i should go study.
before i go out later!
HAHAHAHA.
i love going out.
:D

exams in less than a day.
holidays in less than three weeks. :D

"i think i am going to die soon cos i woke up last night and saw a lot of white." - ryan's poem.
AHAHAHAHA.
<3333

2006-09-28T02:43:00.000-07:00

so this week has been okay.
i think.
there was the chem test which i think i did okayyyy.
and ss test was quite stupid cause miss wendy tan wrote down the format and whatnots on the board while we did our test.
:D

anyway!
____________________________________________.
i was thinking of what to write and i just happened to forget it all.
aiyahhhh.
nevermind!
maybe i need food.
>(
what time is it!
i'll come back later.
if possible.
(:

2006-09-23T04:58:00.000-07:00

so i woke up at like twelve today.
right before mummy returned from work.
yeahh.
cleaned up.
watched teen titans and batman before cleaning my room. (:
i think kids central is kind of screwed.
they end all the good shows all at once and now there is no more good shows.
like today was the last episode of teen titans and batman.
not to mentioned they ended my power rangers! ):
aiyahhhhh.

so english paper yesterday.
was okayyyyyyy.
hoped i will pass.
like if not i will get retained. ):
and i want to do well for the other subjects but i havent even start studying PROPERLY.
okay.
i need study dates everyday now.
schedule's going to be tight.
gonna add consultations and other means for me to get smarter.
i should be able to follow it.
i'd better.
went to TOYS'R'US forum after the paper with that shithead of a lydiawati.
been a long time since i talked to her.
still didnt talk much with her.
guess we're both just tired.
walked down all the way to taka from there on such a fucking hot day!
okay. her idea my approval.
we're all to blame.
so then we realised that she was late for a math and so walked all the way to heeren.

fasting starts tomorrow! ):
no more food! ):
no more cup noodles.
which may be a good thing since it may just expand my life span.
no more impromptu island creamery outings with the rest. ):
now that i cannot live with.
should make daddy drive me down to buy more tubs.
BUT.
i can lose weight! (:
doubt i will anyway so scratch that.
ohohoh!
I CAN SAVE MONEY!
that is if daddy gives me money in the first place.
he should.
then i can go shopping for more shoes and bags!
and i can like save up for the ymc getaway!
if there's any.
if there isn't, i still get to spend it!
omg.
so happy.
:D

oh. did i tell you what happened on dunnowhatday!
like went to macs with iffah and before she was quoting russell peters?!
and when we entered we saw this group of guys watching russell peters!
iffah had an urge to go up to them and start quoting but i said no so we settled for a place near them. (:
and they started quoting after they finished watching and me and iffah laughed so much cos it was the exact quotes iffah used!
omg.
so cool.
i wanted to shout "i love russell peters too!" when they were leaving but then there were so many minahs around i couldnt be bothered.
to tell the truth, i have never watched russell peters.
it was illegal to do so anyway cos there are racists'jokes.
but i guess it is not anymore since he is coming to perform here in singapore.
too bad it is m18.
iffah was whining.
HAHAHA.
okay.
i am hungry.
i should go to the bazaar.
should i!
there's so much stuff i want to eat!
aiyahhhhh.

daddy's home now and he just complained on how this family can finish two cartons of milk in just one day. ):
NICE WHATTTTTT.
bet he's going to buy somemore.

2006-09-22T06:16:00.000-07:00

(edited)

Let's end our friendship right here and now.

it hit me hard.
very to be exact.
i have always fought with alex whenever he said that
"best friends are there for them to lean on you."
but,now, i have the strongest urge to tell him that maybe he is right.

you had been there for the past seven years.i cannot deny that you helped me through a lot of the difficult times in my life and made it a whole lot better. i cannot deny that you were the ones that shared my laughter and tears(omg.so corny) over my stupid crushes and not to mention yours. i cannot deny that you brought two very great people into my life. i cannot deny that you try your very best to get me stupid toys and other useless things because it used to make you happy seeing me happy. and now i am telling you that i cannot deny that you wanted this to happen.

nash and mat were there when you said it. they were great people and still are. the times we would spend together. late night conferences, impromptu food outings and town-ing everyday. you want me to forget everything.you want them to forget everything. you wanted us to end our conversation pretending that the times never existed. you want us to forget so you can forget. after you walked away, nash said that he would have punched you if not for the fact that i was there. mat was tearing. you never really cared do you? all you needed was some random person to be your pillar whenever you need it. and when the person cant do so, you ditch them. and you know what. i was that random person.

it all began with the fight. a fight based on what, i am not too sure. the fight in which seemed to last forever. the fight in which i hurt nash.the fight in which mat lived in denial.yes,that fight. and if you are still not too sure, go ask that girlfriend of yours, afterall,she is your girlfriend and you must listen to her.

you are a great person to hang out with, the coolest personality,the hot body,the cute looks, the one with the most jokes, the one with the funniest impersonations. everyone loved you. i used to be one of them. everyone wants to know who you are, what you do,where you're from. i still believe that your admirers out there are lurking around for the right chance to hit on you.

i was tired of being your tower of pisa yet ending the friendship was never an option. you said that no matter what, you would always be the one to play stupid arcade games with me and let me win. you would assure me that nash and mat are the greatest people on earth and i should never forget our friendship, everytime we get into silly fights. and what are you doing now? we wondered why. come to think of it, it was the silliest request anyone could ever ask for. you ended saying that the times you spent with me were great but it is just not working. that was when nash shouted, " how about the other fucking fights you had with her before this? how come it worked then?! " you stared at him and walked away.

i'd rather you not know what happened after. and i'd rather not know about what happened at your house after that. all i can say now is that you should let nash and mat straighten out their thinking. it's never easy to forget a friend. ask yourself. you wanted this and in account of our friendship, i would go along. i just have to get used to a cheaper phone bill.

thanks for everything. really. i mean it. it was great while it lasted. and if you were to see me on the streets, please ignore me. it would help a lot. thank you ~~best friend~~.

mat&nash: i knew you had never seen that side of J before but i can tell you that he needs you people more than i need you. he had always been that spoilt brat,you would have known. he never knew how to handle problems properly so he needs you there yeah. dont worry about me. i would bounce back in no time. promise me you would not get angry with him,beat him up or any other method of yours to kill him. it's not his fault. it's our fault. take this part of your life to reflect and please, be serious for once. i would not be there for you people anymore so live your life carefully mannnnnn.

ONE LOVE.

2006-09-21T04:46:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TABITHA KOH XIU'EN! :D

omg,tabitha you are love.
really.
like we have been partners for so long! (:
I'LL NEVER LET YOU GO TABITHA! <3

okay.
english fyes are tomorrow and what am i doing here! ):
today was quite cool.
jamie and i are back to normal and i really love her alot.
JAMIE NG WEIXUAN ARE YOU READING THIS!
i am not a bully okay!
it was expressions of love! (:
omg.
jamie is really nice.
kept calling her elvin.
cause she has the same surname as elvin ng(the artist).
and the guy actually had weixiang as his role in a chinese drama.
so if you put the name together you get, elvin ng weixiang!
and compare it to jamie's,
you would tihnk that they're siblings or something.
and i do believe jamie has the same smile as the guy. (:
oh jamie.
how i wished.
anywayyyyy!
will be sitting beside crystal again la!
cos it's fyes!
omg.
i miss crystal.
i really do.
you can ask GERMAISE.
hahahaha.
stupid germaise. (:
got a lift home from radha today!
and before i had alot of fun in the class!
we played hangman.
according to prithika, hangman improves our vocab!?
like wtf.
overall had fun. (:
i should go study now.
before i realise that its too late and i wont want to study anymore.
(:
<3

mat<3, good luck for your A's you bitch.you better study luh.remember what daddy said! (you'll be looked down upon in army if you did badly!)like wtf. i'll call you soon yeah, & i miss you alot too! :D

2006-09-18T05:15:00.000-07:00

okay.
been a long time since i updated.
i was in school like three hours ago and stupid jessleen is making so much noise laughing and wailing about jamie.
i miss jamie.
she was so good to me today.
though she kept on complaining on how mean i am to her.
she kept saying that i treat her like a dog?!
just because i call her 'DOUG' does not make me into some dog bully.
not that i bully her of course.
i just call her DOUG.
AND she kept saying i am always pushing her around.
):
why jamie why!
okay.
i felt like shit like the periods after lunch maybe partly because lydiawati made me follow her down to lunch when i was supposedly be sleeping in class.
):
and she and hani had fun mocking me making me sound like some third woman in a relationship.
aiyah!
i want to kill them okay!
suckerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrsssssssssssssssssssssss.
another reason was because i was jealous.
well according to jamie!
i want to cry.
badly.
i was so pissed and angry and jealous and all.
aiyah!
nevermind.
only jamie knew.
okay.
met isa just now.
i was supposed to meet him at like six but then i found out that that bastard ah!
is like enjoying himself at west mall.
so made him rush down! (:
yeah.
okay.
so met him.
omg.
i feel like punching him somehow.
both of us ended up feeling very angry.
i was angry because he made me carry the present to school only to tell me that it would be given to someone who lives behind my house! D:
and he was angry because i made him come all the way to my school and iffah and i abandoned him in an unknown place. D:
but not entirely my fault rightttttt.
he chose to meet up.
so now i owe him ice cream and he owes me ice cream.
but according to him, i owe him more than he owes me.
tsk.
yeah.
went home after that.
and now i am here. (:
shoot me please somebody.
i am suppposed to be studying for tomorrow's bio test.
but i studied part of it.
soooooooooooooooooooooo.

ANYWAY!
last saturday.
was rated 7 out of 10.
but things got pretty bad in the middle. so, nevermind.
first,went to like meet iffah and hanis and we had lunch and the food was awesome. :D
then we went to meet kikin and adel and all at the sec ones ym session.
omg!
the sec ones are quite cool!
i like this kid.
he is really cute.
okay.
but, no,i do not succumb to paedophilic acts like irshah. -.-
anyway,thingss turned pretty stressful when miscommunication occured and all.
but then, all was fun.
decided to hitch a ride on the mendaki van and it was so fun in there!
oh man.
the gossips with kak iva.
KIKIN AHHHHHHH.
kak iva asked why me and isa dont get along.
i dont know what to say.
then again, we had plenty of laughs talking about all the ym people and yeah! :D
hahaha.
omg farizzzzzz.
never mind!
MOVING ONNNNNN.
went home from there and all.
went to the hospital after and it was quite cool! :D
my cousins are the best mannnnnn. <3
but when i went into the ward i didnt know what to say or do.
like left the room immediately.
yeah.
then ate my pirated chicken rice and yeah.
left for home and slept. :D

sunday was nothing.
really nothing.
nash called asking whether i am going to carry on the dispute forever and i said i dont know and he said he dont know too and it ended there.
then he called again saying that if all's cool with me, J would be all cool.
and i really got pretty pissed then because all i know is that i didnt start the thing.
so i told nash that the feud between me and J was not really of his problem.
nash just grunted and put the phone down.
mat then called and he asked me whether fate really does exist.
i didnt answer and he told me stuff and i thought that he was sort of right.
i feel so stupid now.
aiyahhh.

okay.
i owe alot of paragraphs to ym people but i promise i would do it soon.
i promise.
i should really get started on bio again.
failing should never be an option.
:D

i never knew they still existed.

2006-09-15T05:14:00.000-07:00

okay!

i just like chatted with isa and he was really nice to say that i am very cool. :D
bet he had a motive.

i decided that since it is going to be the weekend.
i would write something for my ymc people! (:
LET IT BEGIN! (:

nabil! :OMG. you're my sunshine too! we shall celebrate birthdays everyday yeah! and your worst case scenarios! late night supper with irshah and kikin equals to quotes from white chicks and dissing macdonalds' operators! :D you're like cool cool! like you said, welcome to siti's KOOL CLUB KLAN! :D OH.HAPPY BIRTHDAY and I AM SO PROUD OF YOU! you did a marvellous job teaching your kids the meaning of fashion. (:

jannah! :you are such a cool girl! (: you lost your voice and still managed to carry on! and thanks for the lessons on HOW TO USE A PDA. and thanks for the cheer for my group! :D you're like love. and i miss listening to songs before going to sleep! (: LOVELOVE.

amirul! :my entertainer! (: you're like the new pyro.(okay after syed) thanks for learning new tricks to show to me! (: and yes. magic for the kids. very MAGICAL. and i am not that lousy until i cant put together the lighter in less than five minutes okay! i did it! only you cant believe it. ): HAHAHAH.i know your secrets. (: have a nice day AMYRULZZZZZ.

iffah! : i agree when nabil said that you're like barney with the suitcase of stuff tagging behind you. you were great luhhhh. all the ideas for artttt. and dont worry yeah! (: we still have spikester. :D

irshah! :oh you are one hungry man!(: eating all the time! i bet you have macdonalds number stored in your phone! (: thanks for the late night supper and jokes. (: oh. how can i forget! our shopping trips! :D we should shop more. i know your pin number! so bring the money! your dad is cool man. (: thanks irshah! :D

hani! :BOSANBOSANBOSAN! :D you are amusing. :D i see you everyday already! (:

zul! :you big brother! kids infatuated with you all day! (: ABANG ZUL ABANG ZUL! :D hey sandboxes and cars! and pakcik brahim! (:

kikin! :OKAYYYYY.i love you you woman! your bag your stupid comments your laughter! HAAHAHAAAHHA.campfire was great! (: it really is! and you and nabil had the wiredest team! (: let's eat dinner together! (:

i'm tireddddd. i'll continue tomorrow cos i want to watch my show! (:
and daddy and mummy are not home. ):
i'll be a lonely cool kid!
okay.
i love you guys!
:D

2006-09-14T06:42:00.000-07:00

i want to go play arcade.
my SPOT THE DIFFERENCE game! :D
omg.
i shall go scout for someone to pull along.
or if you want to come with me you can message me or something.

i just like finished reading amirul's blog.
omg he is lame yet hilarious.
moving onnnnnnnnnn.
so i wanted to go study with mat but then he gave me this pic of him and his other mats and i got turned off and decided not to.
good luck for your A's bitch.
and i want to sleep! (:
but i have to watch zhenxian and samsoon first! (:
okay.
i had this whole list of stuff to blog before this but i just cant remember anything from it now! ):
oh!
I MISS YM.
okay.
we should go eat dinner someday.
i'm hungry. ):

2006-09-14T02:51:00.000-07:00

today's okay i guess.
better than any other thursday i went through.
(i'm not really sure whether it is really true buttttt.)
okay.
jamie was love again and crystal accompanied me during lunch to do my lit essay! (:
in the end there was no lit. ):
so went home with hani! (:
had stupid moments and met ami and all. (:
so yeah.
reached home and slept.
i tell you what happened after okay.
nash and mat called.
mat got a new haircut and it looked weird on him(he sent me a pic) and i scolded him and he put the phone down on me just to call me back two minutes later saying he was sorry and that he was such a bitch.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
so i laughed at him and i put his call on hold. :O
nash said i was very mean to do so and he called mat to say that I was sorry and that i wont do it again.
nash conferenced mat and me and mat said it was okay and i went like HUH?! and i said that he was crazy and mat got angry and started shouting on the phone and nash tried to control the situation and started shouting too and since i could nto understand a thing i put the phone down.
nash and mat called back saying that they were sorry and they wished me happy birthday and they hung up.
before i could say anything. -.-

then mummy came home and she rushed off with my sis to the hospital.
and now i am here.

i guess what mummy and isa said was right.
you never know what to expect actually.
and there's nothing much you can do.

2006-09-13T04:36:00.000-07:00

i read my yesterday's post and i felt so sick after reading it.
didnt know i was whining?!
but then again!
i am in a much much better mood now because i had fun in school today with jamie and i had proper talks with crystal(after a very long time!) and i heard funny stuff which makes me laugh and all. :D
so yeah.
and reminiscing ymcamp days helped. (:
i realised how hilarious ym people really are.
okay!
i realsied that i was ymcampsick.
i really was.
i felt it before and when i felt it yesterday i almost died!
nash laughed at me! ):
okay.
i feel NORMAL. (:
YEAHYEAHYEAHYEAH! :D
singapore idol in like nine minutes and i want hady to win.
badly.
and i was singing i dream with jamie! (:
TAUFIK.

p.s.
KIKIN'S POEM WAS ONE HELL OF A LOVE. <3

2006-09-12T05:40:00.000-07:00

i am not really in the best of moods.
nowadays i feel as though it is fasting month and all and it felt really wierd.
and after the camp, i felt as though something really bad is going to happen to me.
i am like totally out of sorts.
i just cannot make my body do anything proper.
i would say that this is the YM WITHDRAWAL SYNDROME.
i hope it goes away or else i may just die from it.
and more fights did not help the situation.
at all.
i have a lot to say about the camp but i think i would postpone it because i really cannot do focus on one thing right now.
i have a lot of homework to hand in and i am not really getting started in doing them.
so i need young minds people.
oh god sdave me please.
i have my final years in less than a month.
pity me.
i miss ym camp and i am on my way to planning another camp/outing for the facis.
but i hope i know my priorities.
i have to say something though.
I LOVE YOUNG MINDS PEOPLE ALOTALOTALOTALOTALOTALOTALOT.
oh.
and my daddy and mummy and my family.
i have a project due tomorrow.
and i have not started.
and i lost my wallet!
i could cry over that but then.
my body is just too tired.
oh god.
PLEASE SAVE ME.
IN TIME.
D:

2006-09-07T06:06:00.000-07:00

i have my camp tomorrow.
i hope it turns out well or i would just dieeeeee.
i hope everyone is prepared cos if they are not i would also dieeee.
i am so woried about me not getting everything and all.
okay.
nevermind.
CALM DOWN.
so i am going to go either in a cab or daddy is sending me.
i hope daddy sends me cause i dont want to fall asleep in a cab in case he kidnaps me.
because i do have a tendency to sleep in cars.
and i know kidnap sounds stupid and who would kidnap me!
i am such a nice kid.
but then.
WE MUST LEARN TO THINK BEFOREHAND.
somethingsomething about bringing an umbrella before it rains?!
okay.
see.
i am crapping which shows that i am very worried.

irshah does not have any common sense.the evidence to show that is that irshah calls people up to ask questions anyone should be able to answer. this is shown in " do you have metal spoons?" base on the evidence quoted, it shows that irshah could nto answer simple questions and further explains my point of him not having any common sense. therefore, i believe that irshah has no common sense and is mentally impaired. (:

stupid irshah.
called me at least five times today.
to ask me a question about the previous question he asked. -.-
i am really very worried and i hope everything turns out well tomorrow.
and i have a backup plan and all.
okay.
LET'S DO THIS. :D

okay people.
i will be away for three days most likely spending my time with little kids and their sec two brother. (:
gonna miss my bed.
and i havent pack! ):
I LOVE YOU!

okay.
i sound like i am going to die.

2006-09-06T02:03:00.000-07:00

i admitted i cried when talking to nash on monday.it was saddening okay,whatever he told me.i miss it all.couldnt ever forget the times.but then again.nevermind. i love you nash. you made my day.and no,you're not gay. (:

okay.
school holiday is so not a holiday.
school is like everyday and end at the same time as a normal schoolday would.
like wtf. D:
and like after this everyone have to worry about finalyears.
which is coming in exactly four weeks' time.
what kind of shit is this.
and that kikin ahhhh.
been gloating on how she does NOT have any exams.
anyway.
saturday!
hahahaha.
met with kikin jannah adel ella(adel's sister) to watch DEVIL WEARS PRADA. (:
its good.
watch it. (:
rushed off to meet with wati!
omg.
she took like one whole hour to cut her hair.
that does not count the styling.
i walked around like a stupid fool so many times okay.
went to the toilet thrice.
and i finished two books.
she still want to buy another stud for her ear. ):
then we rushed to meridian.
it was cool seeing people so pretty and all.
meimei! so pretty! (:
then they went in and after a while i went off to taka.
since daddy was sending mummy to HYATT for her dinner.
i decided to wait for him.
he came like almost an hour later with my younger sis.
and he made me walk from taka to far east and to paragon only to tell me in the end that he was waiting in front of taka.
omg.
i was so tired somemore.
went into taka and we ate macs! (:
my sis got the happy meal. (:
and the toy was the coolest thing.
yeah.
walked around somemore and we went into the departmental store and i saw the soft toy thingies.
they were so damn nice.
daddy wanted to get me the elephant but then!
i saw the caterpillar and he got me that!
it is cool okay!
it is like one metre long.
so yeah!
and i call it spikester because i want to call it that. (:
isa had alot of ideas on what i should call it. ):
yeah.
walked around somemore and we went to zara and i showed him the heels i want and he rolled his eyes at me. ):
then he sent me off to the bus stop because he cannot send me home.
for whatever reason.
so yeah.
reached home and two minutes later daddy walked in the house with my younger sis and mummy.
she got this huge package.
quite cool.
had a talk and all and i told mummy i wanted new shoes and all.
showed everyone my caterpillar.
hudy got pretty upset that she does not have such a caterpillar. (:
yeah.
went to sleep after that. (:

woke up at like twelve and made my way to mum's house!
omg.
my brother's baby is cute i guess.
i think all babies look the same. :O
yeah.
chatted and all.
and my sis's husband sucks man.
keep making fun of me just because i talked english to everyone.
one day,i am going to poke his eyes. (:
cabbed home with my cousin!
if you dont know who i am talking about in this part of my day.
ask.
maybe i will tell.
yeah.
reached home and went out with mummy and daddy and my younger sis!
went far east!
saw lydiawati! (:
daddy said she looked cool. -.-
got my shoes!
TWO OF THEM.
omg.
hahahahahahahah.
i was so happy.
i am still waiting for my zara heels though. (:
went to tangs after that and looked at more shoes and bags.
i wanted the guess? bag okay!
but it was not on sale. ):
yeah.
met up with my sis and her friends,nurulia and joscelin(?).
went to eat at adam road together and all.
daddy sent joscelin(?) all the way home.
and her house is so inside okay.
drove through the route she walked usually and we got so scared.
there was only like three lights.
yeah.
sent nurulia off after that! (:
so it was a good day.

monday!
went to school and then had lunch with crystal,melly,LUCY,wati,jamie,abigail,zakk and meimei!
so crystal,jamie,zakk,abigail,meimei left first.
isa called and he came over to lido with irshah. (:
melly thought isa was gay before that.
hahahahahaha.
went off with them to mustafa!
took cab! (:
talked about stuff in the cab! (:
reached there and we started shopping.
omg.
going out with the two of them is crazy okay.
it was shit hilarious and irshah gets very steamy everytime he talks to girls!
HAHAHAH.
omg.
got stuff.
irshah's dad came to pick us up then he sent us to concourse!
there was the toy fair there! (:
stupid irshah kept saying that toys are stupid. ):
went to burger king after that and we ate ice cream! (:
till irshah's dad came.
i went off and i ended up talking throughout the whole journey home.
chatted with andrea after and yeah.
fell asleep.
reached home and slept.
(:
yesterday was okay i guess.
went in for math lesson at 930 when it started at 830.
okay.
then had chem and physics and i wanted to go meet isa syeek and iffah to study but i just had to have counselling! ):
took one whole hour and lydiawati was complaining and so didnt go to meet them and instead me and wati went to eat yong tau foo!
and we studied! (:
okay.
walked to borders after that and all.
went home.
and slept. (:
today was stupid.
went to school only to have an english mock test which lasted for an hour. -.-
so had brunch with wati,wanmei,zakk,crystal and melly!
we then went off.
meimei,wati and zakk went back to school cos they had more lessons while melly and i sent crystal to wisma! (:
melly and i then walked around and omg.
melly is the new SURFER GIRL!
or so she claimed. (:
walked around.
went heeren cos that stupid lucy wanted to buy this cd.
waited for her and we watched she's the man in the meantime and then we walked to somerset mrt station and i went home on 700. (:
slept in the bus and i reached home and i slept and now mummy's forcing me to eat medicine but i dont want cos i am sure it tastes horrible.
i have been sick the past days and i have not stopped sneezing and coughing. D:
and my nose is now painful and all red because i kept rubbing it.
and i ate spicy food and ice cream the past days. :O
i am so going to die early.

2006-09-01T19:16:00.000-07:00

so i am going out later.
there's the p6 open house today and the gala dinner.
wont be going for gala though. ):
i dont want to waste my money. (:
i'd rather like use my money on shopping.
i'm going to meet lydiawati! (:
hope i can find something to do during the hours where i am not doing anything.
i dont want to waste my time going home and going out again.
ANYWAY.
watched AKEELAH AND THE SPELLING BEE.
it was so sweet.
and i like javier.
he is a sweet guy.
there was this part,
he kissed akeelah and the conversation between them went like this:
AKEELAH: why did you do that?
JAVIER: i had an impulse.
JAVIER: ARE YOU GOING TO SUE ME FOR SEXUAL HARASSMENT?
awwwww.
shits it.
go watch it yeahhh.
and so now i should clean up so i can go out of the house on time.
or else i would be late as usual. ):
POWERPUFF GIRLSSS.

2006-09-01T03:05:00.000-07:00

i dont know what to say about this week.
boring i suppose.
had suspension, again.
from monday to wednesday.
three days in a row.
D:
so it was boring.
i almost fell asleep in each session.
but then i didnt and i proceeded into doing my work and i would say i almost succeeded! (:
mummy came to schol on tuesday to meet the vp and all and she laughed at me when she saw me sitting there at the foyer. -.-
celebrated safa's birthday on tuesday.
i almost puked out the cake because it was so shit sinful. ):
watched csi at night and i cried cos it was the last episode and the episode is so sad.
if it happened to my friend, i would definitely just break down.
oh, csi.
how i love you.

went home with hani safa and iffah on wednesday.
ended up singing songs on the bus.
and i ate my tuna bread on the bus! (:
i was hungry okay!
had the teacher's day celebration on thursday.
it kind of sucked.
the sound system sucked.
the performance was of below standard.
hani was fake(sorry hani).
i could see it all.
had the birthday celebrations of the class before that.
omg.
miss ang bought like two swensens ice cream cakes please.
(:
but one melted.
but who cares.
played games as a class after that.
seriously, my class is one hell of a funny class.
I LOVE MY CLASS.
seriously, we bonded so much and nobody did not want to participate.
(:
3S2 'O6.
YOU'RE LOVE. (:
after the whole thing,waited for iffah to do her work so i slept. (:
went to eat later on and then made our way to mustafa!
omg.
it rained on our way there and it was still raining and we went around the whole farrer park station and trust me.
farrer park station is no small station.
ended up taking a cab there which is like five hundred metres away.
hahahaa.
the uncle in the cab was so funny. (:
but i cant understand waht he was mostly talking about. ):
so reacehd there in less than two minutes and hahaha.
we shopped! (:
wasnt in the mood initially but it got better!
(:
after everything,again,no need to pay, we sat down and ate.
iffah went to change money and do you know!
there were a lot of pigeons and i was so shit scared i almost cried cos a pigeon went onto the table.
luckily iffah came back. (:
then we went home and had a really good sleep in the bus home. (:
then SI!
joakim went out.
like finally.
and no offence please.
then comes today.
nothing happened.
nothing.
so i am almost dying here.
oh!
let's all die together. ):

2006-08-27T02:28:00.000-07:00

our deepest fear,
is not that we are inadequate;
our deepest fear,
is that we are powerful beyond measure;
we ask ourselves,
who am i to be brilliant,gorgeous,talented and fabulous;
actually,
who are you not to be?
we were born to make a manifest,
the glory of god that's within us;
and as we let our own light shine,
we unconsciously give other people permission
to do the same.

i love this thing.
it makes me smile.
everytime.
its in COACH CARTER.
and AKEELAH AND THE SPELLING BEE.
very good movies they are. (:

2006-08-26T06:09:00.000-07:00

BEEN DAYS EH! (:
i was busy the whole week.
maybe not but still.
(:
let's start from MONDAY!
i cant remember much.
all i know is that i went training.
SICK. ):
oh wells.
it was the day in which i found out that my hard work on the proposals and budget breakdowns were of no use because we would not get money. ):
and i spent a long time on the phone with almost everyone;okay,maybe not everyone,about ways to get money.
i was wondering and the only answer the dear chairman gave was, "write to minsters."
very helpful.
so, i went around calling people asking how in the world we can reduce our expenditure.
yeah.
managed to reduce most.
YAYY.
but still, i was worried.
to death.
oh wells.
MOVING ONNN.
TUESDAY!
is depressing.
in a way.
was made to stand in the foyer.
i couldnt do my practical!
there were FROGS okay! ):
went up to sleep until i decided to go home. (:
and i continued my sleep on the way home but somebody still go and disturb me! ):
wednesday.
went to mustafa centre!
to get the stuff for the camp!
with iffah and hanis!
it was fun beyond fun!
HAHAHAHA.
we were so greedy,we took a trolley.
and it was filled up to the brim.
and we laughed about everything.
there was how i was whining on how i want the teams to be colour coded!
and hanis pulled out a pretty short tissue box!
and eveything else.
and we took two boxes of chocolates because this man was so nice and he looked very pitiful,trying to promote the chocolates!
and we took everything we want!
milky ways, chocolates,jellies, chocolate eggs, and the list goes on.
and the best thing is!
NO NEED TO PAY!
i feel good! (:
and after everything, we only spent $98!
HAHAHAHAA.
still have $102 to spent.
mat should thank me.
no.
everybody should thank me. (:
i dont think this is informative enough but oh wells.
SORRY IFFAH THE BITCH.
are you disappointed! ):
then comes THURSDAY!
in the morning,spikester!
hahahah.
i stared at him for so long! (:
and iffah's angry.
HAHAHA.
SPIKESTER!
had MOTHER TONGUE ORAL.
hahaha.
it was funny.
i dotn even understand the question.
after like 235645635252 minutes.
i realsied that the question is on wildlife.
and only one thing came to mind and its HARIMAU.
hhahaah.
it means tigers. (:
and it sucked.
but heyyyy.
i passed MATH! (:
and i got highest for malay! (:
HAHAHAHA.
okay.
FRIDAY!
like finally.
had suspension for like one hour and off to detention! ):
jamie,melly,yujie,crystal and me were made to flatten the long jump pitch.
it was cool cos there were rakes and shovels and all. (:
and i am so proud of my hard work but then the trackers just come and jump. ):
but then miss yvonne ong told us a lesson and i am really glad she gave us that talk! (:
and jamie told me something so now we are on a mission! (:
I LOVE YOU LEEYINQIAO MISSION.
hahahaah.
and jamie asked me whether i was jealous again. ):
went home with hani and iffah after that and we had fun reading storybooks and mocking the sji guy who just came back from obs. (:
TODAY!
woke up at like eleven and called iffah cos she misscalled me.
rushed down to meet her and on the way to the ym meeting i met ISA!
hahaha.
i was on the escalator and he was on the escalator going the opposite direction.
yeah.
so waited for him to make one big round to come meet me. (:
then dahdeedah.
oh!
i watched grease like before i go out of the house and i remembered the songs and how LEEYINQIAO and me used to sing them. (:
okay.
back to the meeting.
we went toys r us and iffah got her little pony. -.-
fariz came and then adel and kikin.
then irshah came.
followed by nabil.
then amirul.
thenj thst forever hungry irshah wanted to eat so fariz,amirul and him went to delifrance while the rest of us decide that paragon is not a good place for the meeting and headed for orchard library.
the rest came and all andwe were shhooed out before we know it. ):
iffah went off earlier on.
went down to the side and managed to confirm almost everything.
i was dissing the peopel next to us and manahed to show to most the difference between us,the leaders, and the rest of the people.
kikin got a pretty upset picture about stuff.
and nabil has a phantom of the opera mask! (:
yeah.
we then split up and me,nabil, isa,kikin,jannah,adel and fads walked around and we ended up forming a circle in nowhere and just talk.
nabil had to go off for his HIPHOP PARTY!
hahahah.
i was mocking him about it.
then we walked somemore and ended up at the coffee club eating fondue. (:
fads then left and the five of us just sat down and talk!
about lots of stuff. (:
and i got these.
with much effort thank you.JAYE!
ISA!and kikin.
i have another another pic of isa but.
HAHAH.
KIKIN!
ADEL!
YAYY.
and off for home.
and we met isa's friend who had a cool name!
says me.
his name is BILLET!
so cool right!
yeah!
and isa told me something that makes me crack up even now.
(:

2006-08-20T00:09:00.000-07:00

this is going to be really quick because i have 8 book reviews, 13 forms,28 people's particulars, one summary, one proposal, one budget breakdown to be finished by the end of today.
HELP.

2006-08-15T02:03:00.000-07:00

HEYHEYHEY! :D
oh.
i wanted to blog since saturday but COMMON TEST. ):
last saturday!
did nothing actually. ):
woke up at ten in the morning and went back to sleep at one till 6. (:
my sis was asking whether i want to watch the ndparade.
i do!
but i was too lazy.
and all i was looking forward to was the marching army and police and the other defence people. (:
they're so cool!
you know,fire engines are like the coolest things ever! (:
firemen too!
i was telling naj on how he should buy me a fire engine. (:
yeahhhh.
woke up.
cooked food and ate! and then i did nothing so i just rotted in front of the tv,which is not switched on! ):
so i went to sleep!
i think i am such a lazy girl. ):
and i didnt manage to study for bio.
then sunday!
woke up in the morning and then went back to sleep then woke up at two plusplus to go out!
and wati messaged me about ms azrina's wedding!
anyway.
HAPPY WEDDING DAY! (?)
but it was so late already. ):
so didnt.
went to jurong point for nothing.
went there and we didnt get anything!
instead we ate chicken rice and ban mian(?). (:
and then daddy picked us up! (:
he came early and i was still eating and the soup was hot and i was rushing my sister to help me finish.
then my sis still wanted to buy famous amos!
she bought it while i went to get SWEETIES.
sweeties is this shop which is an exact copy of sweettalk.
totally the same.
sweettalk should sue them.
and on the way to jp, we saw rahimah.
i dunno what to say to that. -.-
anyway.
yeah. (:
picked mummy up after that.
bought durians. (:
then went home.
and i decided to study.
which was a little successful! (:
yeah.
monday!
had bio and malay and history. (:
bio was DISGUSTING.
it was so damn shit difficult.
when i finished looking through the MCQ questions,
i realised that i could only answer five out of twenty questions.
and part b was no better. ):
SUXXXXX MANNZXZXZXZXZ.
malay was do-able.
the compre was rubbish though.
it was about this girl who thought that she had to marry early.
and she found that its her COWS that are getting married.
like wtf.
and the questions were quite confusing. ):
history was the best.
i didnt even know what they were talking about!
but i deduce here and there. (:
and managed to answer about three of the four questions! (:
waited for hani after that then we went home!
CHEER UP HANI! :D
then i studied when i got home!
and TODAY!
chemistry was difficult okay! ):
and i could go home at NINE.
because i only have chemistry paper to take.
but nooooooo.
i waited for iffah and zakk and hani.
till like TWO.
so five hours wasted.
drawing cheerleaders and birds and robots. -.-
zakk came over!
and we did nothing. -.-
and now i am supposed to study for math and physics but i think i will wait until after seven thirty.
i am so lazyyy. ):

2006-08-14T01:23:00.000-07:00

i have alot of things to say but i am so damn shit tired.
i shall go sleep now.
goodbye. (:

2006-08-11T04:21:00.000-07:00

MCFLY! (:
click on the mcfly.
OMG.
it's like so damn shit funny please!
MCFLYMCFLYMCFLY! XD
it's jamie's fault again! ):
she put up the link on her blog!
HAHAAHAHAHAHA.
go and watch part one to ten! :D
this is only part one! (:
anyway!
had common tests just now!
english was a little bit intriguing.
ss was okay!
i managed to write at least two paragraphs for three of the questions! (:
and lit was HAHAHAHA.
i only can answer the first part because it is passage based and the second one was asking the differences and all i can remember was the GHOST thing!
@%#^#@$%@$!@!$!%!@$!
but oh whatever.
ended at 1230!
and iffah went around taking pictures!
she pretended to ask them to look in the camera hole.
and she managed to get these. (:GADISSSSS!
and.ITAWWWWW! XD
she's going to kill me.
there was still jessleen!
but i am lazy to transfer from my phone. -.-
after that we took bus home and i was damn shit hungry and we smelled this nachos smell.
and we realised it was some acs primary boy sitting beside us eating! ):
and i was so depressed i was making hints that i was hungry and that he shoould offer us some.
i show his picture some other day because, again, i am too lazy. ):
went to bpp!
sat at macdonalds to diss people!
so fun okay!
REALLY.
and there was this part in which me and iffah were talking about BALANCEEE.
hahaha.
long and sad stories!
then we went around plaza to diss more and look for stickers!
but we could not find any! ):
and walk walk and walk walk.
then we go home! (:
and i slept till now.
okay!
SMALLVILLE PLEASE! (:

2006-08-09T22:56:00.001-07:00

TUESDAY!
its national day celebration!
I LOVE SINGAPORE.
:D
I REALLY DO!
anyway.
had fun throughout the concert.
though i was pretty peeved at some parts.
dont ask.
then went to kino with leeyinqiao!
and qiao yi!
oh man.
she took forever to choose her books okay!
one day i shall tell her mother that she has been ball picking and the money she gets is spent on comics.
HAHAHAHAHA.
okay never mind.
then met YOUNG MINDS PEOPLE!
mat,nabil,isa,me,jannah,kikin,adel,syeek,mat's cousin and mat's friend.
seriously, all of us were BROKE! D:
hahaha.
and we wasted our money on MY SUPER EX GIRLFIREND.
its super dumb.
unless you think a shark being thrown into a room to eat the guy up funny.
dont watch it.
anyway,we watched it at CINE and i tell you.
cine's doors at the side are manual so people had to push it open right!
you know,me, nabil,jannah,syeek and isa just stood in front of it expecting it to open by itself!
how dumb can we get!
HAHAHAHA.
wanted to watch hard candy but its m18 and joel cheang said it is not good.
there's nothign else to watch already!
before the movie we sat at LJS to eat then we realsied we have no money.
so we talked and talked and jannah was nice to like scrape a few dollars to buy us fries. (:
then santhiya came to say hi.
everybody thought i was damn shit mean when she said he and i replied saying " WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE!"
oh mannn.
i think that is my natural reaction to anybody!
and the worker there was pretty disgusted because being the friendly people me and jannah are,we thanked him everytime he come clean our table!
he gave this really disgusting look. ):
we were talking about like a lot of stuff!
and then we went up! (:
seriously,watching my super ex girlfriend sitting in between two guys was not a good thing.
go figure.
and the theatre was really cold! ):
and isa had a button missing from his shirt!
and i know why!
he's such a poor thing sometimes.
i dunno why also.
then fariz! and amirul came.
but they left with mat and his cousin.
and the rest of us went to sit at macs and i got pretty upset at that moment over something.
and isa just had to make it worse.
omg.
i really hated him at that moment.
and i almost cried okay!
but,NEARLY!
my eyes already started to water and everybody noticed.
i didnt want to talk to him after that and i left the place without saying goodbye to him.
then he told me something and i felt so guilty! D:
oh man.
i am so sorry isa!
I REALLY AM SORRY!
):
and we're both cool after that! (:
i think.
i am still pretty angry at him about something!
okay!
fast forward!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
41!
how old.
went out with my family!
so fun!
spent more than 150 bucks.
hahaha.
and we were singing national day songs in the car! :D
and we had yummy dinner after!
the dinner was good okay!
we shall go there every week.
and we had crab!
and i dunno how to eat it!
can't even peel it open. ):
anyway!
was so damn shit full!
went home and watched SI!
and hady sang MY favourite song!
:D
yayyy!
my cousing just asked me whether i want to watch the results show tonight.
but hey!
STUDYYYY.
:D
I'M SO PROUD OF YOU SITI. :D

2006-08-09T21:31:00.000-07:00

i think i am ___________.
I DUNNO!
omg.
seriously.
AMBER PACIFIC?!?!!
hello.
i never listen to this kind of songs before!
HAHAHAHAHAHAH.
omg.
it scares me just thinking about me listening to this kind of songs.
i think its the lyrics.
aiyoh!
NEVER MIND.
i bet it is the influence of my sister.
seriously, i'm going to complain to my dad that she plays her music too loud in the house all the time.
because i can hear her from outside her room and her room seems to be sound proof since she cant hear us from inside her room and i cannot hear what she is doing from outside the room.
except her music of course. -.-
oh mannnn.
anyways!
I AM IN THE LET'S BLOG ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED LAST WEEK ONWARDS MOOD.
HAHAHA.
okay.
we shall start from last friday but i cant remember much from last friday except that mr keong said" YOU CAN HUG ME IF YOU WANT!" when jessleen stood up and went to hug jamie.
HAHAHAH.
mr keong is super funny okay!
and i mean it in a good way. (:
and training was okay i guess.
ran fifteen rounds around parade square in twelve minutes!
so less than one minute per round! (:
and i got lonely after that because there was no one to go home with me. ):
anyway!
then SATURDAY!
SEC ONES YOUNG MINDS LAUNCH! :D
oh man!
it was great!
okay.
i rushed like mad to go there!
and i bumped my head in the process!
never trust NASH to get you somewhere on time.
he'll just kill you.
so rushrushrush like mad an then managed to take 184!
the bus uncle waited for me. (:
amirul came up the bus later on!
got down at clementi and took train to buona vista.
talked to NAJ on the way to civil service college!
i missed talking to him.
like we were so engrossed in rushing to places in the morning,
didnt have the chance to have a decent conversation. ):
reached there!
almost everyone is there already.
nabil,isa,jannah,kikin,adel,syed!,syikin,iffah,hani.
fadhilah came about two minutes later.
and i think i was too sleepy.
i messed up a lot.
haahaha.
i dirtied the stage cause i dropped my yogurt TWICE.
omg.
so embarassing.
amirul,zul,mat,fariz! and irshah came later.
the first part was boring.
and jannah's icebreakers were lame.
but all's cool.
went backstage.
iffah,syed,syeek and isa were there.
with luqman and amelia(?).
syed played american pie and all of us were watching it backstage while dr yaacob was making his speech.
then iffah and syeek made their presentation!
and syed went down to watch them.
isa and i got bored so we went out of the auditorium.
to get water.
then we went out again to find the people setting up tables for the food.
and we get to taste the food first!
it was good okay.
so we went around opening the covers and taking anything we want to eat. (:
and then we went back to backstage and they announced that it was time for refreshments!
so me and isa went back out again!
and we helped to uncover everything! (:
then we sat wth the other pioneers! (:
adel got interviewed!
okay then we went back in and the pioneers just sat at the back and we sort of creatd a lot of noise! ):
at the quiz thingy, we were like jumping thinking we know the answers and all.
but nabil never gave the correct answers. ):
thank god kak iva didnt let us answer.
can you imagine how embarassing it is!
and we caused this two boys to get disqualified!
adilah,rasyidah and atiqah came!
and isa was playing host to them. (:
yeah.
took pictures!I LOVE THEM. :D
then we had the meeting about the camp and all!
then we went off and fariz and amirul were telling damn shit lame jokes!
and i didnt even understand any!
but yeah.
it was funny.
then we were asking about lake house and irshah just went like " IT WAS BORING! THE WHOLE FRONT ROW FELL ASLEEP EXCEPT FOR ONE GIRL WHO WAS GOING CRAZY OVER KEANU REEVES."
HAHAHA.
went to eat with jannah after that!
and she got kitten heels!
(:
then she was running around looking for something.
and her dad sent me to commonwealth again!
then i came home. (:
went for the family gathering and i was in the room playing KOF with my cousins.
like wth!
KOF?!
okay.
went home after that!
(:
cant remember what happened on sunday and monday.
and i shall talk about tuesday in the next post. (:

2006-08-06T05:25:00.000-07:00

it used to be our songs.
i dont know why i am getting all fucked up about what's happening.
i mean i should be happy right!
seeing my bestfriends getting their girlfriends and all.
after all,they are happy.
soooooo, i should be happy!
OKAY I HATE THIS.
i'm used to them hanging around with their girlfriends and all.
but they used to be there whenever i call.
but this time, all i get is voicemails.
and seriously, i do need them now.
but all they do is ditch me.
and come running back when THEIR troubles set in.
and now i dont have the mood to do anything at all.
and tomorrow is school.
chatted with malay though.
the jokes he came to cheer both of us up is seriously lame.
but GOOD EFFORT!
i cannot believe the person who pisses me off from the very beginning would be the one telling me to cheer up at this kind of times.
thanks malay! (:
he's right.
what are friends for?
but as far as i know, friends dont dump thier friends.
THERE I GO AGAIN.
i think my post sounds very weird. ):
sorry.
i'm just thinking aloud.
which is pretty dangerous.
oh man.
i think the only constant in my life now is jamie.
i can never depend on crystallee and the rest.
but i love them all the same.
i love you jamie.
OH GOD.
LIFE SUCKS.
quote from malay: "BIG TIME."

2006-08-05T03:42:00.000-07:00

I'VE GOT LIKE SO MANY STUFF TO BLOG ABOUT! :D
but i'm going out so i can't. D:
i want to eat ice cream at island creamery and ice cube! ):
OKAY.
NEVER MIND.
i'm going out! (:

2006-07-31T05:32:00.000-07:00

i just came back from training and that shitty wanmei keep on rushing me!
so i didnt get to eat anything and i am damn shit hungry now! ):
and yet i put blogging over my stomach. ):
let's start from THURSDAY! (:
went for training and the stupid 132 kept being filled up by ganengseng people going for cross country.
and since i had to leave early my desire to paddle was dampened! ):
anyway.
told coach that i would be leaving early.
and the conversation went pretty weird!
me: coach,i need to leave early.
coach: why?
me: i need to meet someone.
coach: A DATE????? (and his face totally changed!)
me: NO!
coach: then?
me: i dunno.
then coach raised his eyebrows and walked away! ):
HAHAHA.
okay.
then blahblah.
then comes FRIDAY!
had sucky school.
but then it ended at 1!
:D
went island creamery with CHINYUJIE,LEEYINQIAO,WATI,NANTHINI AND MELLY!
stupid sijing is supposed to come but then she had piano! ):
but we went anyhow!
and we had great fun i tell you!
YAYYY.
yummy ice cream.
we ended up drawing on the wall,taking pictures and drawing our family portrait!
i didnt even know we were family members before that!
stupid yujie came up with it! ):
yujie went home!
she had piano too!
i cannot believe she is taking her piano diploma soon!
i still cannot believe she actually take piano! ):
wanted to eat at adam road but then the stupid rain came so we went to macdonalds next door!
and nanthini and melly bought like three packets of nuggets!
melly eats a lotokay!
and she still had a fillet o fish thing.
and in macs!
there were this two boys who were pretending that they were POWER RANGERS DINOTHUNDER!
hahaha.
they were jumping around and stuff!
and suddenly one of them came to our table and went like"WE NEED BACKUP!"
HAHAHAHAHA.
they're so cute!
nanthini took videos of them!
i shall get them from her! (:
after that, i went to the civer service college for the young minds thing!
omg!
i miss jannah!
and yeah!
we prepared really cool stuff! (: yayy!
went home pretty late!
then move on to saturday!
AAD!
oh man.
malay messaged me in the morning at like eight thirty saying that he is already outside my school playing soccer with his friends!
and AAD is supposed to start at TWELVE!
what the shit la he!
anyway!
went to school with a bleeding gum! ):
met the rest and we stayed watching the performances and all!
went to look for jamie!
HAHAHA.
and leeyinqiao had got something to do with the fire alarm.
i bet she set it off!
gave people a scare onlyyyy.
went tiong with jess,malay,iffah,zakk and syeek!
stupid malay kept whining and whining! D:
bnut on the way to tiong was great cause the jokes we said was damn shit funny! (:
and we tricked people!
and malay played like how many pranks on me please! D:
went back to school,took attendance and went home!
me and iffah were taking like ten thousand pictures in the bus and you know how many we actually liked!
ONE. -.-
then i fell asleep once i reached home!
SUNDAY was okay!
daddy cleaned the house!
and i got this new thing in my room now!
wanted to go out but then daddy had something on so we didnt! D:
and i am damn shit angry!
I GOT PUNCHED!
OMG PLEASE!
I SWEAR I WAS SO MAD AT A OKAY!
he sucked la!
still say he was joking!
and now i have this bruise on my face!
and i was crying like shit okay!
and my rash boke out again!
around my eyes!
D:
TODAY was okay!
sat with leeyinqiao for english!
and history was major bitching la!
stupid lydia kept going wirdaakawani!
CRAZY! she's so mean!
and training was tiring!
and i cant open my eyes becaue of the rashes!
and i cant smile properly because of the punch!
and i am damn hungry! ):

2006-07-27T04:52:00.000-07:00

I AM SO TIRED! ):
SO MANY STUFF IS UP TODAY AND TOMORROW.
AND I WILL BE GOING HOME AT NINE TOMORROW.
HOW TO WATCH SMALLVILLE!
D:
you know.
i slept like at eleven yesterday and i still woke up late and i still feel tired in the morning! ):
and I FELL ASLEEP WHILE TALKING TO MAT ON THE PHONE THIS MORNING.
:O
what shit luh.
mat got so angry cos i did not respond to anything he said for a good fifteen minutes.
and he shouted into my ear and i got so shocked when i woke up and i almost dropped my phone okay! ):
i am so sorry MAT! ):
hahahahaha.
i was mocking him on the FIND THE MAT IN MAT thing.
nvm.
inside joke.
anyway.
was browsing stuff and i found this!
http://www.thesurrealist.co.uk/slogan.cgi
HA.
TRY IT.
ITS GOOD STUFF.
i got....
The World's Favourite Siti.
Nothing Comes Between Me And My Siti.
I Scream, You Scream, We All Scream for Siti.
Siti-It Looks Good On You.
It's That Siti Feeling.
Siti, Take Me Away.
Try Siti, You'll Like It.
There Ain't No Party Like A Siti Party.
Did Somebody Say Siti?
It's Just For Me And My Siti.
Siti Makes Everything Better.
Only Siti Can Put Out Forest Fires.
Happiness Is A Cigar Called Siti.

OH MANNN. THIS STUFF MAKES YOU HAPPY.
try it!
its good for you! (:

ISLAND CREAMERY ICE CREAM TOMORROW ANYONE!
HAHAHAH.
LET'S GO,LYDIAWATI,CHINYUJIE,LEEYINQIAO,MELDOYSEAH,NANTHINI!
hahaha.
SPEECH DAY REHEARSAL SUCKSSS.
D:

2006-07-26T02:09:00.000-07:00

let's start from MONDAY! (:
well,had training!
and i got to take T2 with TABICAT! :D
after like torture on T1s!
but then!
we had to make like four thrips,five for tabicat from the shed to the pontoon bacause coach kept changing his mind on whether we would be taking t1 or t2! ):
oh wells.
it made us have no warm up on water.
and the others got a head start to the programme for that day,which is to do four rounds of starting point-750m-ending point.
in 40 mins.
and coach was like, "the two of you are the most stable boat today.i want to see you all at the front."
which means me and tabicat was to play catching with the rest of the team,who again,got a headstart!
D:
so we paddled very quickly and with loads of effort to catch up with the rest.
first round,we were still at the back.
halfway through second round we caught up and we were a head of ALL the t1s!
then,rachel and julienne just had to capsize and we went to save and all the t1s caught up with us again. ):
so we paddled even harder to catch up and we managed to and we were pretty a head from the t1s and coach was shouting at bernice "ARE YOU GOING TO LET THEM KEEP ON OVERTAKING YOU?GO!GO!GO!"
so we paddled even harder and we almost caught up with the k2s when sam tan and cleo had to capsize! ):
so we saved and the rest of the t1s caught up and me and tabicat were so tired that no matter how hard we paddled at the last round we still couldnt catch up! ):
OH MAN!
we were so disappointed! D:
had to run after that but i didnt because of the sprain in my leg! ):
and till now, my whole back is aching.
i cant even bend down properly. ):
went home with wongwanmei after that.
WANMEI!
over confidence!
HAHAHAHA.
inside joke.
TUESDAY!
iffah didnt go to school!
she went in the end!
which is to do the speech day rehearsal. -.-
nothing happened.
i cant remember!
oh.
went KAP! (:
with my PKG friend!
hahahahahahah.
SAW MY NEIGHBOUR!
HAHAHAHAHA.
more inside jokes.
YAY!
CHILLI FREAK!
(:
and there was this guy beside us that was so gay!
he was screaming over a winnie the pooh jigsaw.
bet his girlfriend gave it to him!
loser.
and at night stupid malay made me so angry!
felt like killing him okay.
he and his AWW!
sucker.
but he provided me with good jokes and it made my night a little less depressing.
THANKS BASTARDAGE! (:
TODAY!
was okay i guess.
nothing much happened.
its just that i was so damn depressed.
i didnt even want to talk to anybody in the morning.
ignored everybody.
JAMIE! was such a sweetie!
she really know how to comfort!
she made my day today!
but in the end we both became depressed! ):
slept in malay AGAIN. ):
and slept somemore duirng the periods after that.
and during lunch i watched goal! AGAIN.
and i got quite high after that.
seeee?moodswing.
during chem,i kept going " LIKE THAT ONLY!"
miss azrina thought i was crazy.
after chem something happened and HAHAHA.
iffah!
"SHORT WRONG,LONG WRONG! WHAT YOU WANT ME TO DO? TAKE OFF MY SKIRT AND GET SCOLDED BY PANG AH!"
ahahahahahaha.
NVM.
went bpp.
and iffah got pretty happy.
siao!
and jamie gave me this note thingy!
(:
i love jamie!
and halfway during chem, jamie was being such a weirdo.
me: I LOVE YOU JAMIE!
jamie: I LOVE YOU TOO SITI!
jamie: wont crystal get jealous?
me : FOR WHAT?
jamie: you keep saying you love me but you never say to crystal!
me: I LOVE YOU LEEYINQIAO!
(crystal ignored me)
me : see! she dont care!
jamie: good.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
I LOVE YOU JAMIE!
I LOVE YOU LEEYINQIAO!
I LOVE YOU J.A.MZZZZ!
I LOVE MANY OTHERS.
life sucks.
and i really think life is unfair.

2006-07-23T00:45:00.000-07:00

you should listen to this song mann.
it is so nice and sad.
i love mcfly.
stupid jamie.
got me hooked.
i swear.
BATTLE OF THE BAND WAS SUCKY.
okay.
maybe its not that bad!
barker and tk's bands were great actually. (:
barker's band actually made the money worth.
but the best had got to be the crowd.
i mean the barker boys were like screaming and shouting and stading on their chairs and cheering and everything else.
they were crazy!
and i happen to sit behind them. ):
but miss goon! came to ask them to sit down.
isa called and all.
he was sitting at the front with syeek's friends!
i remembered them from the syeek's wedding thing. (:
and i met fariz!
not that i said hi or anything as i was in fear of him glaring at me again and scaring me away.):
SUCKER.
ONE DAY,i am going to stand up to fariz.
but i doubt it will ever come.
nevermind!
i can get crystalleeyinqiao to come with me.
she's like fariz.
they have the same policy.
which is,NOT TO SMILE.
no wonder theyre like THAT.
chatted with him after the thing though.
he was talking aobut MAIA LEE who happened to come for BOB and sang some cheena song.
he was saying on how he would have fainted after taking photos with maia lee if not for zul and amirul.
HAHAHAHA.
and when i told him it was a pity he didnt,he went like "yeah,or maia could have given me CPR."
-______________-
sometimes fariz just cracks me up.
AND he admitted he was HORNY!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
fariz is the best scary man you would ever find. (:
sent lydiawati nur atikah and lin peichun home after that.
my daddy dropped them off at jurong east.
mummy thought i was bringing two boys along with me.
HAHAHAHAHA.
and my dad suggested calling wati ahmad?
like wtf.
saw lots of other people!
i think its a good thing.
maybe not.
ITS SCARY HOW I KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON IN PEOPLE'S LIVES BUT I DONT KNOW THEM.
i hate it okay.
but it couldnt be helped.
singapore's not a very big place to start with and all.
and everybody is just so connected.
TOO connected actually.
and i just found out stuff earlier today.
not that i want to!
people just come round,tell me stuff and then its all in my head.
and i cant possibly just blow these people off.
i just dont think its nice.
and yesterday at BOB i saw like the people i never met before in my entire life standing right all around me and all that is going in my head was "I KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON IN YOUR LIFE AND I KNOW WHO YOU KNOW AND EVERYTHING ELSE ABOUT YOU."
i talked to J about this and its costing me a bomb.
this is how it went okay.
J: SUPERGIRLLLLLLLLLL.
ME:WHAT.
J:WHAT HAVE YOU BEEN UP TO?
(those were the parts we were screaming into each other's ears. ): )
ME: oh.nothing.went BOB yesterday.
J:anddddd?
ME:(this is the part where i ranted about everything)
J:HAHAHA.FUNNY.
ME:wtf is funny?
J:nothing. (and here comes the part where he ranted off)
sucker.
i swear.
i want to kill him someday.
):
but he's all cool mannn.
he's the best.
and i come after the gazillion girlfriends he have. (:
been trying to remember what i did yesterday but i cant seem to remember anything so skipskip to today!
woke up pretty late today.
that's because i was watching summerland! till four in the morning. ):
I'M ADDICTED OKAY!
been watching it over and over. ):
wanmei called and i was sleeping and yeah.
supposed to watch the races today but i woke up late luhh.
and i just realised that in the past ten hours, wanmie had given me eight missed calls.
HAHAHA.
shall call her back later. (:
and i just watched THE LAW FIRM.
its this reality tv show for in which twelve lawyers compete against each other in cases.
its good.
but today's case was such a bitch.
and the defendant is not doing anything to help herself at all.
in the courtroom,she appeared so indifferent that she had just shot a man TWICE.
and olivier was trying his best to make her look at least a little bit sympathetic but she just blew her chances off.
olivier was like "what are you feeling when you shot the guy?were you scared"
the woman: i dont know,(then she ranted on the incident)
olivier cut her off halfway and was like "you got me wrong there. what were your thoughts?
were you lost?you didnt know what to do?"
the woman: there was no thought.it was all there in front of me.
i was cursing luhh.
i mean she was totally not helping herself out of the mess.
anyway,olivier had this spitting image of steven gerrard.
with more wrinkles please.
it was a cool show.
going to watch it again next week.
and i remember their opening.
"REAL LAWYERS.REAL CASES.REAL PEOPLE."
(:
shall go watch more dvds and summerland.
they're my life now. ):

2006-07-19T04:45:00.000-07:00

i went to school on tuesday morning with swollen eyes!
):
damn ugly and it hurts okay. D:
and you know why!
cos some stupid person just had to have his departure late at night!
HAHAHAHAHA.
you know who you are,bastardage!
well,went to school with the ugly eyes and ran mass run and exercise made it disappear!
okay,it ididnt exactly disappear but it looked less swollen! (:
since gws didnt come to school because she is sick(poor thing?),we thought we could use the period for share-a-thought.
but then, mr m. came and told us that we had to do some comprehension thing.
went back to class and mr m. was really cool!
he taught us english and english seemed so much better!
his jokes are damn hilarious and never in this whole year i see my classmates so into the lesson! (:
and he really teaches very well.
i want him to be my english teacher can!
no offence to gws but i think mr m just plainly rocks. (:
then forwardforwardforward.
had ss mock test.
mr li(?) came into the class to administer it.
hahaha.
it was easy.
i think.
then i had oral! ):
oh man.
mr ravi is like so cool.
he can be sarcastic without really sounding sarcastic!
and he is so nice.
i dunno whether i did well or what but nevermind!
then waited for zakkiyya and went to get my bag!
(:
AND JAMIE ROCKED MY WORLD. :D

today had the share as thought thing.
it was okay except for the fact that the mike sucked.
and my class got the DIRTIEST CLASS OF THE WEEK.
D:
how can this be?
i clean the class everyday!
but nevermind!
fell asleep during malay and the extra lesson of maths after school.
so tired!
and today's QUOTE!
"STUPID LYING BITCH,WHO'S DAVID?"
hahahah.
IFFAH AND JAMIE!
and i got patriotic during ss today.
started singing national day songs!
and me and amirah got talking about CSI.
oh cool shit mannn.
yesterday's episode was one of the coolest.
on how the rewind everything and they found five bodies.
or maybe four.
and how the people are all interconnected but their cases aren't.
and the boy is such a poor thing.
REALLY.
i want to be forensic mannn.
but singapore so lousy.
not many fun cases.
AMIRAH,LET'S GO VEGAS EHHH.
got more cases and we get more money!
yayyy.
okay.
i shall go watch SI now.
while studying for math test!
i MUST pass this test!
):

2006-07-16T05:17:00.000-07:00

i realise i am feeling very exhausted nowadays.
and i dont know why.
i dont do anything in class except for maybe listen to the teachers or play with jamie.
training only involves running and i dont think it will take up all my energy.
those rare times i am at home is spent on finding my dinosaur and watching teevee.
DO THESE THINGS REQUIRE ALOT OF ENERGY!?
i dont feel tired after doing this things but once i sit down and think about the day,i get pretty tired,tired enough to make me sleep much earlier than i used to.
i dont even have the energy to laugh at my class' lame jokes and morgan's talking-back-to-teachers-and-doing-stuff-my-way stints.
and lately i think my class is being totally mean to teachers.
i remeber scolding santhiya for talknig back to keong.
and trust me, i never did that.
and everyday, i just have to pull myself out of the bed to go to school.
mannnn.
quote shermin.
LIFE SUCKS,TAKE DRUGS.
ahahahahaha.
i'm tired!

SEE WHAT I MEAN?
i didnt even spend half an hour in front of the computer.

2006-07-12T04:36:00.000-07:00

i very angry at the bus driver okay.
he took so lng to drive the bus i missed the first half of my power rangers! ):
shit him la.
and iffah got to see spikester! ):
and iffah and leeyinqiao called me spoilt today!
i am not okay!
and i had mageemee for lunch today! (:
and i weatched summerland again today! (:
and my mum called me crazy for eating softmeal bread with curry.
WRONG MEH!
and my KAP partner,the EMO SHERMIN,have decided to start our sessions again!
HAHAHAHAH.
and i want my dinosaur back.
fuck siaaaaaaaa.

2006-07-11T05:03:00.000-07:00

had council investiture today.
it was quite cool.
i guess.
then went on a shooping spree at cheers!
hahaha.
class food outing!
practically the whole class ordered food and i had to pay and carry them up four levels!
):
but then again,
food fest in class!
so, :)
then went to bpp with iffah!
aiyah!
then nothing.
reached home on time to watch power rangers but then!
it is continuing tomorrow!
shitxxxzzxzxxzx.
i very bored and i swear that FUCKING PERSON WHO TOOK MY MISTER DINOSAUR AWAY,YOU'RE GOING TO DIE! ):
i need it badly and i really do need it badly! ):
return can! ):

2006-07-10T04:41:00.000-07:00

just came back from training.
went for training but didnt DO training.
coach was cool today.
he laughed at every single thing and i do mean every single thing.
loser la he.
and then he told me that the new pontoons(?) are made up of 12 hard plastic thingies and each thingy is 100kg! :O
so heavy.
i told him i dont believe.
and then he laugh.
whattttt onlyyyyy.
and since he said i wont do training.
he made me be timekeeper!
for the running thing.
and tried arguing with me over stuff but he gave up.
(:
and during lit!
miss azlin was really in a good mood and all.
but still me and leeyinqiao were sitting at the back and lee was really tired she fell asleep after every word she tried to copy!
HAHAHA.
then i kept coughing and coughing i felt like i dont have any energy left and so i just stared into space and she went "THOSE TWO PEOPLE WHO ARE IN LALALAND NOW."
HAHAHA.
like wtf.
LALALAND?!
then she was saying how my face tells it all!
):
oh wells.
went to training and took the bus with leeyinqiao and i bought chips before that and everybody else in the bus finished it.
):
oh.
look at this spastic picture of me and gadisss. ):

2006-07-09T01:54:00.000-07:00

my daddy and mummy is sick! ):
and no it wasnt my fault.
i felt better today though.
(:
and we're going out to eat dinner later!
because my uncle is treating us to dinner!
the whole family.
including my aunts and uncles and cousins and all.
wondered what money he won.
daddy just came home and i swear he is so childish at times.
yesterday, he picked me and hudywudy up from my aunt's place at about 11 pm.
and after he parked the car,he was saying how he is very tired and wants to sleep and needs to go to the toilet.
and he raced us home!?
he ran okay.
and he got faster and faster!
especially at the steps. ):
then in the lift(another evidence that i live in a flat,malay), me and my dad were in one lift, while hudywudy was in another.
and we were shouting across and all and to see which lift reaches first.
-__________-
and now he just tickled my neck while i am typing this and then i poked him and he challenged me to a fight!
like wtf!?
anyway,i cleaned the house today!
i arranged the vcds and mopped(?) the house.
(:
watched power rangers!
it was the last episode and i tell you the ending was so touching and nice and i almost cried.
it showed pictures of the rangers and all.
so sweet.
and i still like trent. (:
i tell you!
on friday,while me and leeyinqiao were walking home to the bus stop,
there was this field and some black american was playing soccer and all.
leeyinqiao said he looked like some trinidad&tobago player!?
and then he chatted with us.
for about ten seconds.
he said hi and all and being the friendly person i am,i thought it was rude to ignore.
so i replied back.
it went like this:
soccer guy: hey ladies. (smiling and smiling)
me: hello soccer guy.( gave him a smile while me and yinqiao continued walking)
soccer guy: how are you?(still smiling)
me: fine. (continued walking,smiling)
soccer guy: how about school today? (smiling somemore)
me: good. ( smile smile)
by this line,we already walked quite far from him so,
me: have a nice day! (i was still smiling)
soccer guy: you too! take care! (smiled and continued playing)
then me and leeyinqiao laughed and laughed like shit okay!
madness.
melly!
remember celeste! (:
okay, i need to get ready.
mummy's screaming for me to hurry up.
):

2006-07-07T22:55:00.000-07:00

felt worse than ever today.
woke up at 1230 and i was damn certain i can never last the recce thing.
so i decided not to go.
CRAWLED out of bed to message syeek to tell her i am not going and all.
went back to sleep.
then malay called.
missed it of course so called him back.
couldnt even talk properly.
i talked in this very fast and low voice.
i felt worse and worse man.
and i crawled out of bed again to type this thing cause i am feeling damn shit bored.
):
shit la.
i feel so damn tired.
i cant even lift up my hand for more than five seconds.
and i just want to sleep but i cant! ):
fuck la.
i hate being sick.
especially when there's no one at home to help you do stuff.
oh wells.
hope zul or khaizar will be at the recce thing or else my committee will have nobody in it to recce the place and all.
how to complete our job!
nevermind!
i have faith in the two of them.
i am sure they will do something.
i think.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. D:

2006-07-06T02:07:00.000-07:00

i just reached home! ):
let's start from yesterday.

wednesday.
had 2.4 run.
omg.
my timing sucked okay.
and i had fever the past days.
i thought i was okay to run and all.
so i ran.
and i puked thrice WHILE running. ):
it sucked okay.
took 14 mins! ):
started hyperventilating towards the end.
and it got really bad and all.
i cried again.
cos i thought i was going to die cos i really couldnt breathe at all.
nevermind cos zakk,wanmei,villi,melly and leeyinqiao helped me and all. (:
then went to take height and weight.
i shrank by 2 cm! ):
felt really giddy after that.
recess,drank water and i felt so bloated i puked all the water out again.
wtf luhh.
i felt like dying.
i couldnt even go up the staircase properly.
slept during recess,lunch and cme.
(:
continued sleeping all the way until 245.
i got hungry cos i didnt eat since the past night.
so i ate ONE cookie so that i can eat my panadol.
the new teacher stopped me! ):
wtf.
he wants me to die is it!
i dont like him.
oh wells.
my class continued eating anyway.
then i went to 3s3!
gadisssss.
she asked me to take pictures of her ulcer?!
sent her down and then ran up the stairs and then i cleaned the classroom!
i am so proud.
i cleaned people's lockers too!
(:
went down to wait for iffah!(:
then went to plaza sing to see how much my brown nike bag costs.
it was 73 bucks. :/
goodness.
i am going to thank him again mann. (:
went home and we bitched about ALOT of stuff.
it was great fun! (:
reached home,bathed,watched teevee,slept.

TODAY! (:
woke up at 250 am to watch the portugal vs france match.
i supported portugal but had a hunch that france will win.
and i was right.
but portugal played well so nevermind.
and france was so scary.
its like once a portugese got the ball,three frenchmen would be closing in on him.
hahahaha.
and that penalty was so lucky la.
stupid henry.
and the referee really sucked.
he totally ignored everything at one time and the next thing we know he fouled everybody.
mad la.
i am sure fans of portugal are dissing him now.
serves him right.
daddy scolded me for waking up to watch the match.
saying, "no wonder you have got dark circles!"
mummy didnt though!
at the end she stlill can ask who won and all.
and she was never interested.
i coughed very badly and started puking after that.
mummy asked whether i want to see a doctor or not seeing that i was sick and i looked so tired after the match.
i said no! ):
then she asked whether i want to get my bag or not.
and i said no!
):
at least not today la!
went to school.
slept throughout lessons.
miss ang told me to go home but then i decided not to cos i thought nobody is going to be at home.
after school went ot eat and then now i am home!
and i realise my daddy didnt go to work!
):
oh mann.
oh wells.
maybe i can get them to go out today. (:

germany vs portugal! (:

2006-07-04T14:57:00.000-07:00

i'm like supposed to be preparing for school butttt.
THE GERMANY VS ITALY MATCH! (:
omg.
italy rocks la.
during that 30 mins of extra time, they couldn't score until the 28:32 mins.
and germany thought tt was all BUT.
at the 29:59 mins gg on to 30:00,
ITALY scored one more! (:
so, in the last two mins of extra time when everybody thought it was gg to be penalty shootouts,ITALY scored TWO GOALS!
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.
i feel lousy today. ):

2006-07-04T03:41:00.000-07:00

today was a really lousy school day.
had THREE periods of english. ):
even though it was quite fun sitting with yvette and it was oral shit la.
we had to practise how to pronounce words properly.
me and yvette were playing around.
okay, it was just me.
):
i was totally playing a fool la.
and gws looked at me in disbelief.
like how she would say it.
(:
and then LEEYINQIAO was sick! ):
she had FIVE ulcers in her mouth.
three on the right and two at the front.
and she was really hot and all.
and she was really pale! ):
oh mann.
i cannot stand it if she is sick! ):
i remembered the time she was really sick and so she didnt come to school which was rare for the record,
i cried like shit.
can ask zakkiyya wanmei and germaise.
they were mocking me.):
and villi had to make it worse by saying that she got really high fever.
then she laughed at me for crying.
):
i dont know why,but i swear i cannot stand a day in school without talking to LEEYINQIAO.
and there was a time she was really mad at her mum and being that sadistic and black nature of hers(like FARIZ) she wont talk to anyone.
not even me! ):
so i sat in despair beside her and again,germaise JUST HAVE TO mock me! ):
shit you ah germaiseee.
GET WELL SOON LEEYINQIAO! (:
i tell you why today was a lousy day okay!
you know during recess, somebody go knock into me and my whole plate of food just spilled on the floor! ):
but then the auntie gave me another plate! (:
then during math test!
i only know how to do TWO math questions out of fourteen questions!
which means out of twenty marks, i get TWO marks! ):
like wtf luh.
i dont even understand the question! ):
anyway, people totally scared my class when they said we will be having english mock test today.
like wtf.
even our english teacher said she dont know.
we didnt have it in the end and instead we had journal writing!
(:
miss ang talked about COURTESY! (:
and the smiles campaign coughcoughisaisacoughcough and how singaporeans should be more courteous. (:
then she asked us to write on how courteous we are.
i said i am quite courteous!
i give my thousand watt smile to everybody and brighten up their day!
well, according to malay.
(:
YAYY!
went out with lydiawati after that to town for window shopping!
she was looking for her gala dinner wear and i am looking for more bags!
(:
i cannot find the puma bag i wanted but then i saw many other stuff that i wanted and i shall tell mummy! (:
hopefully she'll get them for me!
yayy! (:
went home because lydiawati already had her evening planned!
for homework!
):
then you know while we were walking out of dunno what shop, i thought the sliding doors were in the middle so i went to the middle and almost walked into the doors until i realised that the doors open at the side! ):
who go and invent the doors to be at the side!
lydiawati laughed at me okay! ):
reminded me of the young minds incident at bmc.
i thought the door was to be pushed not pulled so i pulled it and then since it wont budge, i was pulled forward and i banged into the door and i fell on the ground.
and nurul laughed at me.
then i realised it was to be pulled.
):
what the shit la.
went home!
just in time for power rangers! (:
yeah.
this episode damn cool.
there were like five monsters! ):
and dustin was damn funny!
go and watch okay!
the episode is to be continued tomorrow!
thank god i got no training.
or i would just die. ):
because there will be no more dinothunders on sundays! ):
so i could only depend on the ninja storms on weekdays!
but i have trainings! ):
shit luhhhhh.
never mind!
i shall get daddy to buy the vcds for me.
which i dont think he will. ):

leeyinqiao just told me she might not go to school tomorrow! ):
i shant either.
but thennnn.
nvm.
):
i feel lousy. ):
tomorrow i've got 2.4! ):
and ss!
and malay,as in the lesson!
wednesdays sucks la.
aiyahhhh.
):

2006-07-02T20:42:00.000-07:00

second post of the day.
waiting for o2 jam to load. (:
AND,did i say that i watched this show yesterday.
on channel u.
it started at nine.

the title is P.S.......I LOVE YOU.
it was so damn shit sweet and nice.
i cried like how many times.
and the xin/yan guy was so fcuking cute okay!
he wore specs in the show and he looked so nerdy and all. (:
his name is ROY CHIU! (:
the first guy from the left in the picture. (:
aiyah.the other guy other than qiyuwu. (:
and qi yuwu, sylvestersim!, julian hee, gurmit singh, kym ng and fiona xie acted in it too.
(:
and i dont think that the lead actress deserved such cute people.
she is not that pretty.
and she is so loud and domineering and spoilt.
but i love the painting the yan/xin guy drew on the wall.
bloody sweet and nice and pretty.
HAHAHAHAHA.
i want to eat my horlicks ice cream! ):
my sis bought it for me from island creamery yesterday.
but thennn.
i am fasting remember!
):
wtf luh.
diedie.
and mummy was being very sweet because she is helping me find my DINOSAUR pillow which i cannot sleep without on most nights.
that is why i resorted to barker.
my frog soft toy and FLOP!
the giraffe. (:
but then, i want my dinosaur backkkk.
i have a feeling my younger sister or maybe my older sister or maybe JN or AV or J or M hid it.
hahahahahahahahhahaahahah.
i am going to die without my dinosaur.
i need it mannn.
):

2006-07-02T20:03:00.000-07:00

hahahaha.
mummy said i MUST fast today. ):
so i shall.
(:
but i dont think it will bring down my weight. ):
i am so angry okay.
i thought i was going to die yesterday.
my head was hurting and all and i couldnt even walk straight.
):
so with malay's efforts to cheer me up or at least make me feel better and J's just-being-there and two pieces of chocolate and a lot of grapes and PANADOL! ,i managed to feel a LITTLE better.
but then it still hurts and so i slept at two yesterday.
pfftts.
so much for wanting to sleep all day today.
couldnt anyway.
mummy woke me up at five saying that i must fast today but then i was so lazy to grab anything i just fell back asleep.
woke up at seven ++ and i realise i am damn shit hungry.
so i went back to sleep and then i guessed i must have been damn hungry,i dreamt that i was at someone's place and daddy was picking me up to go out and before he came he told me to eat.
and i dreamt myself eating and all and at my last bite,i remembered that i was fasting and i felt so stupid. ):
AND THEN,I WOKE UP.
i felt so stupid okay.
i really thought i was eating and i wanted to tell mummy but then i realised that i am still on my bed so nahhhhh.
):
i feel like a loser.
but then i must have dreamt that i ate alot because i feel damn full now.
(:
going out later!(:
i MIGHT be getting a new phone.
PRAY HARD MAN.
but i am sure mummy and daddy are getting new phones! (:
yayy!
shall go out and get new stuff.
i want to get new shirt!
and slippers!
and new pens!
and i'm getting new furniture.
maybe we should go IKEA.
i want new stuff for my room.
(:
YAYYY.
and no, i am NOT lucky malay.
only to a certain extent,yes.
but not the LUCKIEST.
life's hard mann.
):

2006-07-02T00:31:00.000-07:00

i cannot believe in the whole universe that brazil is out of the world cup!
its like omgareyoujoking!
but then.
there were really unexpected stuff.
henry scored and they kicked brazil out.
oh welss.
watched the portugal vs england match yesterday.
wanted to watch at plaza with the rest but nahhhh.
watched it with my daddy! (:
i would say it was one of the matches that really interests me.
the match was going on in this very fast pace with the teams passing the ball like there's no tomorrow.
it was really exciting.
though portugal performed far from best yesterday with deco and costinha out of action and cristiano ronaldo looking interested only when he gets the ball and tiago's poor aiming.
i think only luis figo,miguel and RICARDO! performed well yesterday.
miguel had superb defence as well as rio ferdinand,which is english of course.
ricardo was absolutely brilliant in saving and if not for the fact owen hargreaves were really putting his all into the match,i would say that ricardo deserves the man of the match.
but of course, hargreaves got it.
england performed hard and brilliantly though there was really a lot of confusion,
causing many worries when figo gave the corner shots and tiago almost slipped it into the goal if not for robinson's saves.
gerrard and lampard had too many chances but yet the didnt manage to use it well.
when rooney was sent off for stamping on carvalho and pushing c.ronaldo,portugal still didnt make much use of their evident advantage.
beckham was substituted because of his injury right after the start of the second half.
the game ended with ten minutes extra time and yet,0-0.
how dissappointing.
this is the first time portugal was not able to score any goals in the 90 minutes.
it came down to a penalty shoot-out and YAYYY.
portugal won.
3-1.
RICARDO SAVED THREE SHOTS FROM,LAMPARD,GERRARD AND JAMIE CARRAGHER.
he is the first player in world cup history to save three penalty saves.
(:
helder postiga and simao scored and cristiano ronaldo sealed the victory! (:
owen hargreaves was the only one who scored for england in the shoot out.
yayyy!
i like portugal. (:
THAT'S THE MAN;RICARDO! (:
but i like cristiano ronaldo! (:
anywaysss.
young minds!
it was quite fun.
with irshah slightly tolerable.
had a lot of laughs that's for sure.
irshah listens now! (:
mat had a haircut which i think suits him better.
and according to hani,her friends in nj said many girls go swooning over mat.
RIGHT.
he knows quite some stuff about D and i am shocked.
i didnt expect that.
zul came like at the end of the session.
and i went back home with hani!
(:

p.s. JN,I DID NOT TAKE OFF WHATEVER I SAID ABOUT THE PORTUGAL VS ENGLAND MATCH OFF A NEWSPAPER CUTTING.
i had my thoughts and you were too busy so i ranted here. ):
SUCKERR.

ohohoh!
I JUST WATCHED HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL AGAIN!
ZAC EFRONS!
:D
and power rangers are having their last episode next week. ):
and I LOVE MY DADDY TO BITS. :D
hehehehehehe.

2006-06-30T04:03:00.000-07:00

today is YOUTH DAY.
celebration.
YOUTH DAY is this sunday.
which means on monday,we have NO school.
cool shit.
at last i've got a day where i can catch up on my sleep. (:
BLISS. (:
i am not going to bother about homework cos i told myself to use the day for my sleep.
and i didnt bring anything home from school.
AT ALL.
my bag was empty.
and i feel stupid carrying a big empty bag.
had lessons till twelve and then had the concert.
the concert was a BLAST.
okay maybe not.
i just thought that it was damn funny.
everybody cheered and cla[pped and laughed like mad. (:
it was really hilarious.
oh.
during lessons, i was damn shit bored and almost wanted to fall asleep.
but then there was JAMIE! (:
i love jamie. (:
we started singing songs in high pitched voices at the back of the class.
it was so stupid but funny.
i love sitting with jamie.
(:
after the concert went to TA with LEEYINQIAO and the man took so long to repair her tablet but in the end still haven't repair.
so i waited outside and fell asleep.
for about two minutes because some sec twos were talking so damn loudly.
went for training and ran around parade square ten times.
i was so proud of myself!
i didnt stop.
AT ALL.
which i usually do.
and i managed to keep on par with zakkiyya-the-fast-sprinter at the last burst to the end point.
(:
i really am very happy.
did weights after that.
inclined pull-ups and sit ups too!
andandand!
i did 45 inclined pull ups!
YAYY!
i got even happier.
went back into the gym and started singing chinese songs. (:
then i made people who owe me money pay me money but the they dont have money so i have no money. ):
nevermind!
went back home with zakkiyya,wanmei,jane and tabitha.
took train.
at the jurong east mrt station,
saw fadhil.
omg!
WATCHWATCHWATCH! (:
i LOVE his watch! (:
nevermind.
i see five of it most of the days. (:
then took the train and all.
inside the train i was decideing whether i should get down at woodlands or choachukang.
i decided to get down at cck only when we reached choachukang.
and then me zakk and jane wanted to get down but then the people were blocking the way.
jane was like omgomgomg.
then i just shouted "OMG,WE CANT GET DOWN! NO SPACE!"
immediately,all the people blocking the door gave way.
very nice singaporeans. (:
i felt so stupid after that cos everyone was looking. ):
topped up my card then went to take 975.
ont the way saw many CD people.
JN!JN!JN!
HAHAHAHA.
when 975 came, i was wondering whether i should go up or not.
cos the bus was filled with army people and they stank up the whole bus.
):
oh wells.
took it cos i wanted to watch power rangers and zakk wanted to watch her HOLLAND V.
reached home and i watched POWER RANGERS!
:D
yeahyeahyeah!
it has a continuation though.
so gonna watch it next monday!
and i am going to win the power rangers dinothunder figurines this sunday.
they looked so cool.
especially the white ranger.
(:
HEHEHEHEHEHE.
okay.
gonna bathe now then go to sleep so i can watch soccer matches tonight! (:
WOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOO.
i am so in a different mood then yesterday.(:

2006-06-29T05:38:00.000-07:00

TRAINING SUCKED.
BUS WAS DAMN SHIT PACKED.
PEOPLE OWED ME MONEY.
THE CHICKEN RICE I JUST ATE SUCKED TOO.
ITS YOUTH DAY TOMORROW BUT I STILL HAVE TRAINING AFTER THAT WHICH CONSISTS OF PFT AND A FOUR KILOMETRE RUN.
CLASSES WAS SO DAMN BORING I SLEPT IN THREE OF IT.
I HAD TO RUSH OUT MY MALAY HOMEWORK.
MY HEAD THROBBED BADLY IN THE MORNING AND I CANT EVEN STAND STRAIGHT.
MY MUSCLES ARE ACHING NOW AND I CANT EVEN LIFT UP MY HAND.
I GAINED WEIGHT.
WHICH IS ALL MUSCLE WEIGHT DUE TO TRAININGS AND THE TEACHER WONT BELIEVE ME.
TODAY SUCKED.
D:
I HATE LIFE. ):

2006-06-28T03:41:00.000-07:00

TEDDY GEIGER! (:
haha.
anywayssssssssssss.
school was okay today! (:
ms tan(new ss teacher) gave us another one whole week to do our essays! (:
she came in class and went like, "for your holiday homework,i know many of you may have not completed it so i'll give you another week to finish it."
everybody was grinning like mad.
and kelly was very high when she found out that the taiwan singer,CHEN YI or something, is going to perform in our school.
HAHAHA.
then we had pe.
did my five items.
sucks like shit okay!
i was laughing halfway through doing sit ups and managed to do only 35 or something.
then my standing broad jump deproved by 10 cm! ):
sit and reach i got 51cm so i am happy!
then the inclined pull ups.
i swear.
MALAY, I DO NOT HAVE STRONG AND BIG ARMS OKAY.
wanmei and zakk did like 34 and 36 respectively and how many did i do!
TWELVE. ):
see la.
wanmei and zakk set such high standards!
ERGH!. ):
i swear.
i need training badly now.
although i am complaining about the training regime coach set up.
TSK.
aiyah.
and shuttle run i did badly too!
cannot blame me okay!
my thighs are hurting due to training and mass runs.
i cant even walk properly.
):
SUCKS TO THE MAX.
and i have training tomorrow.
oh wow.
had recess after that and set with LEEYINQIAO AND MELLY.
oh. and ZAKK.
talked about stuff and bernice came and ask me about roderic.
MALAY,HAVE YOU BEEN TALKING BAD ABOUT ME!?
that reminds me.
I MISS RODERIC'S EYES. ):
omg.
his eyes are really damn small okay!
(:
and i remembered talking to malay about roderic's eyes and he go and ask me to call him.
like wtf.
ONE, i dont even know him know him.
TWO, i want the eyes,not the voice.
THREE, i really miss the eyes!
):
had two periods of chem,then lunch,then cme.
which means FOUR periods of MS AZRINA.
):
but cme was fun.
kelly wanted pink and lee hated pink and they were like arguing.
HAHHA.
cme was on leadership and the last question ms azrina asked was, what can you do to overcome your fears so that you will be a good leader.
i said,"simple! ATTEND LEADERSHIP COURSES! "
like correct whattttt.
zakk still want to tsk me.
after school stayed back in class with a few people and melly,lee and me started prying open people's lockers with the help of lee's screwdrivers :O and my HIGHLIGHTER?
wtf.
they pryed open seven in total.
the rest were already open.
-___________-
oh wells.
stayed in class till about three fourty-five then went home with HANI JULYANI HAIZAN. (:
yayy.
slept in the bus and hani got down without waking me up. ):
oh wells.
i love you haneybunny.
thanks for the bitching man.
it was fun. ;D

2006-06-27T02:07:00.000-07:00

SUNDAY!

had the youngminds syeek thing.
it was damn fun okay!
but syed and malay kept bullying and making fun of me.
D:
well,SUCKERRRRRS.
did alotalotalotalot of stuff okay.
i was so darn tired after that. ):
anyway towards the end we ate together as a group.
and then i started to miss the old young minds where EVERYBODY does EVERYTHING TOGETHER. ):
i really miss the times where we work together and when we succeeded in something we would all be very proud of one another.
everybody was so BONDED.
i love young minds.
(:
even though everybody is super busy now, but i love them. (:
oh yeahhh. (:
then went home after that and i went island creamery!
yummy ice cream!
(:

MONDAY!
first day of school was quite okay.
teachers gave us till friday to hand in homework.
which is a good sign right?
anyways.
had very few lessons and spent most of the time catching up with LEEYINQIAO! (:
i miss her alotalotalot! (:
yep.
and the fighting and punching starts.
-_________-
went for training after that.
oh mannnnn.
TORTURE okay!
he made us do weights,we didnt do water training at all and we ran more than 2.4 km.
and the weights are really taking a toll on my shoulders.
and everybody else's.
):
coach said that we will continue doing weights until he thinks we're ready.
READY FOR WHAT!
we've been paddling like forever.
went home with amanda! and peizheng after that.
bought my newspaper!
read about cristiano ronaldo's injury!
):
so poor thing.
i mean like the studs of the boots hit your inner thigh!
how pain is that mann.
i dunno actually but it must have been really painful if he could cry just because of it.
then the match and the referee was bullshit okay.
FOUR RED CARDS and SIXTEEN YELLOW CARDS.
the referee must have been mad.
and deco got sent off because he took the ball away because he doesn't want holland to get a free kick.
and figo was hit like how many times.
what kind of shit is this.
):
got power rangers!
shall go watch now!
(:

2006-06-23T00:37:00.000-07:00

okay.
went back home from camp yesterday.
had brunch with wanmei,bernice,zakk,tabbycat! and jane at tanglin.
wanted my yong tau foo but then they havent set up yet and all. ):

camp was good.
but i hate pang mann. ):
oh wells.
yeah.
watched the portugal vs mexico match and we were like screaming when portugal scored the two goals.
and when mexico scored the one goal,
we were groaning and groaning. (:
but oh wells. portugal won.
the pub downstairs were watching too and all and we could here them shouting, GOAL! and all.
coach was playing jenga with the rest in the room and he made the thing topple and we made him do the chicken dance and all.
CHICKEN DANCE!
(:
COACH IS SO CUTE LA.
he did it and everybody was cheering and all.
we video-ed it!
shall wait for someone to passs to me and then i can upload to youtube and then to here. (:
coach left at abotu 11 pm and the rest fo us continued playing and about 12 we had debrief by miss ang.
at one it was lights out but again many didnt sleep. (:
lynette shared the bed with amanda. and they were taking pictures in the dark which equals to super bright flash.
HAHAH.
it blinded amanda.
(:
well.
talked to J till about two.
then we decided to sleep.
he called me again at three and so we talked until five,while he watched the argentina match.
then at seven wanmei became a siren kind of thing and started shouting WAKE UP! WAKE UP!
and so i slept for three hours only.
but i dont mind since i didnt talk to J for a very looooooong time and i missed him mannn.
(:
he was telling me what cute dumb things his girfriend did.
HAHAHA.
took bus back in the morning and was collecting money from people.
in the end i was still short of money.
):

oh yeah.
continuation of my shopping trip with the hudywudydudy.
yeah.
walked around the whole town and got my henley and pants from F.O.S eventually.
then went to suntec to get my watch!
i love my watch okay!
it has a picture of a truck on it!
(:
and some people were throwing tantrum. ):
oh yeah.
i forgot what else.
took bus home.

then monday wanted to make ic with wanmei.
so yeah
went to school then met her
but thennnnn.
i forgot to bring my BIRTH CERT! ):
I FELT SO STUPID.
its like the first requirement of making ic.
):
so made it on tuesday,before going for camp. (:
then CAMP!
(:
i love my group.
bernice,jane,sam t.,julienne,krithika,art,deviana,ashley.
we bonded really well and
we won the team challenges overall!
yayy!
(:
okay.
i'm done.
oh.IFFAH.
I GOT HOT LOVE TO SHOW YOU! (:

i know you know me,
it was only last week that i had a dream about us.
someway let me know,you want me boy. (:

2006-06-21T06:56:00.000-07:00

I'M IN CAMP NOW!
(:
camp was fun on the first day.
dont ask about the second day.
no comments.
wait.
got.
second day's pizzas are goooooood.
iffah's comparing her camp and my camp and i got no comments cos i know that her camp's really like shit and my camp is really fun.
you know why.
cos we play games and cards all day and sleep on beds and have a full-balsted air conditioners which is really cold and good.
YAYY!
(:
and when after lights out and we couldnt sleep,
we will chat and chat and then tell stupid lame stories.
i love my teammm. (:
and all is fun.
coach was standing behind me just now.
and i really dont dare look at him cos.
nevermind.
long story.
and he acted like he got no clue to why i'm like that.
oh mannn.
torture.
okayyy.
let's have FLASHBACK!
sunday!
went SHOPPING!
with my sister the hudywudydudy.
omg.
sorry but my coach is like screaming now!
he's so funny!
i continue another time okay!
i want to know what was happening!
(:

2006-06-16T02:26:00.000-07:00

wahlau second post of the day.
anyway!
new tagboard!
the old one was screwed!
):
and i cant remember the password and username and all.
so created a new one!
so very happy!
(:
yayy!
HAHAHAHA.
watching hi-5 now!
okay.
(:

anyway.
went to the creator of my skin and saw this link.
http://www.ahhliianc0nnectii0n.blogspot.com
omg.
damn funny okay.
HAHAHAHAHA.

i just remembered what i wanted to post about singapore idol.
i really dont think that joakim ought to go through.
my sis and i were talking on how people or mostly girls vote for him because he looks good and has a nice name.
and did you hear the amount of screaming there was in the studios when they mentioned his name?
for goodness sakes.
and paul twohill may look cool and funny and all.
but i still cannot imagine him to be the singapore idol.
compare him and taufik mannnn.
and rahimah?
what's up man.
her voice is good and all.
but she should drop the fake accent.
and doubt is pronounced as daut.
not daub.
silent b.
and she looked too slutty.
i dont like her.
):
this year's batch is not promising.
but i'm sure there's a few good ones.
like jonathan leong.
and the hady guy.
the hady guy's voice is weird but he knows how to use it to his advantage and pick good songs.
(:
oh well.
shall wait for the other episodes.
(:

2006-06-16T00:34:00.000-07:00

changed blogskin. (:
its really nice.
whichever danial guy who made it,thanks.
(:
but you know,
the monster's really ugly.
look!
*points up*
it really is right! ):
damn scary luhh.
malay said i'm emo.
I'M NOT!
I'M NOT!
i really am not!
):
i can get happy at every single thing.
except those that made me sad of course.
i'm not emo okay.
malay is just saying that to _________.
okay,i dont exactly know why but.
i'm sure its not because i'm really emo.
there's got to be another reason.
i just knew it.
go ask malay to fill the blank up.
I'M NOT EMO!
):
i love happy thoughts!
they make me happy!
i' m not going to waste my energy by being sad and frowning all the time!
i've got better things to do.
THINK HAPPY SITI.
THINK HAPPY.

see!
i am happy!
:D

2006-06-14T21:34:00.000-07:00

went out yesterday.
hahahaha.
it was quite fun.
ate seoul garden. (:
kept calling nazihah loser.
i think i called her at least fifty times okayy.
after seoul garden at taka,went to raffles place. (:
to get my aunt's shampoo and body wash thingy.
the shop is damn nice okay.
i liked it a lot.
but then yesterday was their last day. ):
so,no more nice shop.
bought the stuff and all, and since we've got time to spare(or so we think),
walked to marina square.
waved to my sister's friend at rocky master.
she looked damn chinese-y.
but she's malay.
(:
went into mango to look at my sister's wallet.
she got it already la.
and it is damn cheap okay.
(:
went to the arcade.
played DAYTONA! (:
oh man.
its been a long time.
yeah.
kept losing to HUDY.
then we played this dumb game.
you know the spot the difference game.
damn dumb.
but its damn cool okay.
i really was into the game.
played it like more than five times.
and every try is at least twenty pictures.
haha.
i shall go there like every week.
okay.
maybe i should stick to sunday times.
but i love the game.
its the kind of game that you wouldnt expect to be addicted to.
like find the words kind of game.
ohwells.
invited nazihah to stay over and so played another game of daytona with HUDY and whatever-his-name.
i dont know how to spell okay.
then went back to playing my dumb game.
then decided to go off.
took cab to island creamery!
ate ice cream. (:
yummy horlickssss.
i'm waiting for my treat hor lydiawati!
oh yeah.
took bus home.
reached home and took a bath and all.
wanted to sleep but couldnt.
so didnt.
and at about 12++
i realised that i am in no mood to sleep.
fariz accompanied me fron about one to two plus.
or maybe its the other way round.
he was too busy with his dota la please.
he and his gaming life shitss.
HAHAHA.
fariz's new name! >>>>>> FREAKHEAD.
(:
chatted with him until he decided to stop dota-ing and go to sleep.
i thought maybe i should go to sleep too but SOME PEOPLE wont let me right.
wahlau.
i slept at like three+++++.
and woke up at six.
so err.
two hours+++++.
damn shit la.
i thought at least i could sleep well during the holidays man.
but nooooooooo.
stupidfcuker.
hahahaimissyoutoofcuker.
(:
oh man.
i am damn shit happy today okay!
ask me why!
then i tell you!
HAHAHAHAHA.
DAMN HIGH.
nazihah was complaining how scary i looked when i opened the door and grinning and grinning
like shit when she knocked on my door.
HAHAHAHAHA.
shit la.
damn high now.
):
but i am happy!and very proud!
:-D

2006-06-12T23:14:00.000-07:00

oh man.
at home damn shit boring luhhh.
at least for this few days.
some people wanted to go DXO yesterday and asked me along.
like wtf.
i'm sick luh please.
and its underaged.
and daddy wont allow.
and i hate crowded places.
they went anyway.
then called me to tell me who went and all.
hahaha.
so many people i know went.
hahahahaha.
i know who.
FARIZZZZZ went.
HAHAHAHA.
just finished chatting with him on how ns is so slack and how he is still recovering from his hangovers.
and on how he managed to get into dxo.
and how he will be doing the same thing at REBIRTH@MOS this sunday.
which is again,underaged.
people been talking mannn.
(:
been having weird dreams nowadays.
i dreamt of POWER RANGERS last night okay.
hahaha.
omg.
power rangers are like the coolest people on earth.
i remember this episod.
they started the fight with "POWER RANGERS,DEFENDERS OF THE EARTH!"
cheessssyyyy.
hahaha.
but they're super cool!
(:
oh.
my mum thinks i'm mad when i watch power rangers thrice everyday.
once in the morning,the SPD power rangers,
at six pm,it will be the NINJASTORM because kids central is showing it.
and at night,it will be the DINOTHUNDER.
theyre so cool.
:-D
i'm not childish okay.
i just like them.
just like how i like teen titans,XMEN,justice league,and all the works.
(:
and i just finished watching pacifier.
like as if i dont watch it everyday.
andi watched LADDER 49 this morning.
i think the coolest and the hottest job on earth imaginable is to be a FIREFIGHTER.
cool shit.
john travolta is so cool la.
and he's how vintage.
and the show is so heartwarming,funny,and cool at the same time.
maybe if i cannot be a pathologist,
i might consider being a firefirghter.
but then,considering the fact that i cant even stand the singapore's heat of 30degreescelsius,
how am i to stand a huge fire?
HAHAH.
oh wells.
i want to marry a firefighter.
or maybe,a pilot.
how about a surgeon?
someone from the navy,or airforce, or police or maybe the army?
or maybe a national athlete?
i dunno.
i want to earn money first.
and get the house in beverly hills me and bernice chia dreams of.
:-D

2006-06-08T00:11:00.000-07:00

quite a number of stuff happened these few days.
yeahhhhh.
MY BIRTHDAY! :D
oh man.
it was quite fun la.
happy birthday wong wan mei tooo! (:
anyway.
in the morning, went for guitar with wanmei.
it was okay.
had lunch at tanglin!
ate my yong tau foo! (:
then saw the bus,ran like mad but still missed it! ):
wati and i almost puked okay!
took cab back.
guitar continued until five.
then me,wati,yujie went to delta to watch hockers' match.
we came and melly's match just ended so we watched the sec two's match.
after that me, nanthini wati and yujie took cab.
sent yujie to ikea and then the rest of us went island creamery!
oh man.
ate ice cream.
paid for wati's.
my sis came with her friend later on!
her friend bought me flowers! (:
she's damn nice la please.
then nanthini's mum came so nanthini and wati went offf.
sis bought me another two scoops of ice cream.
i felt so full already!
but then i ate.
sis andf her friend went off to cold storage.
they came back and her friend bought me a mudpie.
and you know how thick island creamery's mudpies are.
then they put candles on it and made me blow them out.
and i dunno what's wrong qwith the candles okay.
the flames just wont go out.
i blew like ten thousand times la.
i was like stuffing it into my mouth la.
oh wells.
after that we went off and then took bus.
thanked my sis' friend and all.
inside the bus i really felt like puking okay!
because of too much cream in my stomach.
and when i reached home i really puked okay!
i felt so sick! ):
but then overall it was great!
so i'm happy! :D

then tuesday,
went for guitar again.
got very bored so,
me,wati,sijing,yujie,santhiya and quxuan left at like 230.
sijing and yujie and santhiya went off to delta first for the match.
i followed wati take cab to her house to pack her bag and change and all.
then yeah.
took cab to delta and watch sijing's match.
they were short of like four people and nordin wasnt quite happy.
and they didnt have a goalkeeper.
so they've only got a kicking back.
anyway they lost but its okay.
then the juniors' match was after that so me and wati and santhiya stayed on.
i waited for wati who waited for nadiah;
so i ended up going home alone.
and i am so angry at lydiawati okay!
dont ask why.
took 970 back and just slept throughout.
reached home,bathed,watched teevee.
was messaging malay about atupid things okay.
felt so stupid after that.
and malay!
i know what a neighbourhood is okay! (:

stayed at home the whole day yesterday.
so damn shit boring okay.
but then nanthini told me that the hockers won both matches against stc and the juniors so i was kind of happy.(:
practically watched teevee the whole day la. ):
rented mad hot ballroom.
its nice but its not fiction.
its kind of a documentary.
but its still nice.
wanted cry_wolf but then i was scared it wouldnt be nice so took mad hot ballroom. (:
then slept.

very long post.
tired.
i shall go sleep. :D

2006-06-02T05:02:00.000-07:00

i only got one thing to say about OBS.
SUCKED.

2006-05-25T05:10:00.000-07:00

omg.
had meet the parents session today.
my sis came with my dad since my mum got her own students' parents to meet.
-_________-
anyway.
miss ang said i was an overall very nice student!
hahah.
right.
she said i was a good girl.
but you knowwwww.
my sister said i was downright horrible at home.
what the shit.
my dad never say anything okay!
then she say.
D:
so miss ang concluded that i have a double persona.
whatever shit.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.
well.
whatever.

ohohohoh!
i ate yong tau foo today!
so happy!
woohooo.
now i shall go tell my mum my results and get a scolding. :O
whatever.

2006-05-23T04:27:00.000-07:00

had training yesterdayy.
paddled with narmatha.
had only two saves yesterday.
damn shit la.
i was so happy that i can save people but then looking at coach arhhhh.
):
he was in a bad mood la.
before we did our rounds he was like
"look,i want complete silence. no chit-chatting.if you all focus and concentrate you can finish your eight rounds by 5.30. "
and it was 445.
and he had this serious look on his face.
):
we saw this snake okay.
and by right you are supposed to inform the zoo or something.
zakkiyya went to tell him and he just ignored us.
what shit.
in the end we didnt finish our rounds cos they saw lightning and and we are supposed to go up.
then coach amde jokes and all.
we all think he is trying to make it up.
but oh wells.
coach is still the coolest. (:

i went out with lydiawati today.
wanted to take neoprint but then both of us were complaining of bad hair day.
sooo.
didnt.
went ot cold storage and lydiwati started inspecting the nutrition facts of the food there.
she's mad i tell you.
and now i'm influenced.
):
badbadbad shit.
but nvm.
she's still my shitheaddy.
(:

2006-05-21T03:09:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS AND ISABELLE AND FRANCES AND MR CHEANG! :D

today's like their birthdays. (:
oh,mr cheang is joel cheang's dad.
i think its really the coolest thing for all of them to have the same birthday with the kind of connection they have with each other.
like my sis is isabelle's lezziemate.
frances is isabelle's twin.[duh he will have the same birthday.]
and joel cheang is a good friend of isabelle and my sis and well,my sis was surprised to find out that his dad has the same birthday as the three of them.(:

went out to have dinner yesterday.
at adam road.
saw claire and trackers,but didnt say hi.
cos they were at the other side of the food court. ):
since we're at adam road....naturally,
ISLAND CREAMERY! (:
it was damn shit busy yesterday.
so many people.
and guess who we met!
JOEL CHEANG! (:
its funny how we keep bumping into joel cheang everytime we're there.
bought REVERSO.
asked david about isabelle wanting mint condition without the milo balls.
and the apple pie ice cream without the apple.
-____-
david gave a you're-asking-me-this-impossible-request look.
so funny.
oh wells.
since dad was waiting we couldnt stay and all.
said bye to joel cheang and left.
reached home and ate ice cream mannnn.
yummyyyyyy. (:

2006-05-19T21:01:00.001-07:00

oh man!
had training yesterday! (:
and now my muscles are aching. ):
ten kilometres plus SIX rescues;
i was so in the giving mood yesterday. (:
or maybe the saving mood.
saved a rj k2,rj k1,bernice TWICE,jane TWICE.
(:
while i was saving jane, there was this other boat which capsized and i told tabitha that i want to save it too.
and i said that i am in the giving saving mood and this canoeist laughed at me.
dunno from where also. ):
oh wells.
i'm fine as long as i'm happy. (:

2006-05-18T07:56:00.000-07:00

i realised how much i depended on certain people.):
and now that they're gone,
i really miss them.):
and i need them.

2006-05-17T01:10:00.000-07:00

went home early today.
took 190 with zzaakkiiyyaa.accompanied her to her bus stop then crossed the road and took another bus back.
i was free and to walk from the usual bus stop to my house is FAR.
call me lazy.
but i'd rather waste another ten minutes in an air conditioned bus.
(:
school ended at like 115 today.
after collecting mother tongue paper results(which sucked!),
me,leeleelee,mellymoomoo,BIBI AND BABA(abigail and jamie) and VILLI(lavi)
decided to have some ass of a fun by playing HEART ATTACK.
without cards.
clever lee decided on SCISSORS PAPER STONE.
so we scissorspaperstoned until a certain person is left.
that person will hit the hands.(:
villi was some lucky shit who always got lee's hits,which fyi,is powerful.
worse than prithika's. ):
prithyika joined in then.liyana too. (:
played and played until everybody got tired and so me and lee played one on one.
it hurts.
trust me.
we both have blood clots now. ):
damn.
so went lydiawati said she needed a talk,
i quickly grab the chance and told leelee with my utmost determination and said NO MORE. (:
sat at the steps with wati and i gave her cookies.
she was hungry.
but i tell you ah.
the questions she asked about the cookies.
"does it have fat in them?"
i cant remember any others but oh wells.
she's mad.
she said she was still hungry so we went down to canteen.
on the way we met mr samat.
and wati asked him whether she got fatter.
and mr samat said a bit and wati got so depressed after that.
-__________-
she went to take weight. after that.
omg. i tell you ah.
she took off her blouse and skirt and her shoes.
and we concluded that her shirt,skirt and shoes weighed at least one and a half kg. (:
and after some math,we concluded lydiawati gained 100 grams.
like wtf.
and she was so anxious la!
i told her its 0.1KG.
and she calmed down ABIT. :O
then we talked and talked and she happened to be eating the vegetarian rice thingy.
and i told her its all oil.
she didnt believe me so i took a spoonful and put on the piece of paper and squeezed the oil out.
wati almost screamed la!
but she finished it anyway.
as i said,she was hungry. ):
then we talked.and talked.
then grace came and zakk and bernette and zakkiyya was complaining how she went around the whole schol looking for me.
tsk.
so i went off.
(:
and that leads us to the top of my post. (:
P.S.
malay and syikin's attempt into helping me with malay didnt help. ):
it got worse. :O
damn.